bubble-pop!

I'll be a GEEK by then!

2011-10-20T08:18:00.013+08:00

OMG. It's been a while. 2 Months? Gaaah! I've been so busy studying and twittering, I somehow forgot I own a blog. Shame.

Anyway, I am currently studying for the National Medical Admission Test or NMAT this coming December and I must say, this whole time, I have to commend myself, because first of all, I am self-studying, YES I AM. And second of all, because of the determination, perseverance and hard-work I've been putting to my studies, its paying me off considerable amount of free time to watch TV, tweet and just enjoy a bum life by getting the right answer to SOME of the stressful problems I have to solve everyday on my practice sets. Although I have to say, for the most part, I always struggle especially with the formulas and everything, but I have this persistence in me that always prompts me to not give up too quickly because the answer is probably right in front of me! So, Yay for me!

This week, Im very much proud to say that I can finally solve problems I can't even managed to answer and have always relied on sheer luck when I was in High school -- even College! like Chemistry, Physics and of course, Math problems, which is my least favorite subject. Of all time. Im not very good at Math. I mean I was never good at it! Worst, actually and VERY confused. I mean Im not really "in" the circle with the "Geeks" since, pretty much when I was born? and honestly, I consider myself mingling more on the "artistic side" from the very start. So it's right to say that I am a DUM when it comes to anything Math. But in all honesty, I am really trying my VERY best and Im being VERY persistent (to be a Geek? No!) to solve these mind-boggling problems that haunt me every day when I face my practice sets. And look what it did me! As a result, I can answer SOME of it correctly. Ha! And because I've always been motivated by the desire to do a good job at whatever position Im in, I definitely think I'll come around SOON enough.

I'll be a GEEK by then!

Oops. I'll be doing Riska's Tag tom!

The Hunger Games trilogy is sure to be EPIC!

2011-07-12T07:05:00.023+08:00

So I said that I'll be on hiatus again, but here I am with a new post. Ha! I think I should stop saying that.

I can't believe the Harry Potter film series is about to end on the 15th. Although I am beyond excited to watch part 2, Im also sad because its the final, and after that, Na-da. Its hard when you became so attached and be incredibly hooked with film series, you always get this feeling like, being excited watching the first that you can't wait for months anticipating the next, and then go over this feelings again and again until you know that at some point, it has to end. And it will. On the 15th. Im sure every HP fan out there's feeling the same way I do. As you may do not know, I've been a fan since I read book 1 all the way up to book 7 and I've watch as much HP movies that I can in a day. Also Im just as stoked as a fan whenever the films are released. So you prolly get why Im sad about it. Surely, as 15 ends, it will be sad but again, I should be happy for the final installment because I know it will be awesome. Oh, Im going to cry after the movie's finished for sure and I think after realizing that there will be no more "anticipating" for another, this will need me some getting use to.

Anyway, the Twilight Saga is about to be over soon. And I don't care much. Don't get me wrong, I love the book and all, but this films never like, trigger feelings I have like that for the Harry Potter films. Yeah, I do enjoy the love affair between Edward, Bella and Jake, but I don't know, maybe it's not really that "epic" to me. So much so, speaking of epic, I just finished Suzzanne Collins' The Hunger Games trilogy which after I read, I considered another epic story next to HP. Gosh, I loove this story I can't even go to sleep at night without re-reading my favorite chapters of the books. LOL. And! I even named my new pillow as one of the protagonist in the story. I know, Im a crazy girl and Im that obsessed with books, so don't remind me. LOL. Anyway, I heard that this will be adapted into a movie! 2012 release! Yes! And I CANNOT WAIT! This is surely-to-be-epic! I know you guys will surely love it! It has an addictive quality, especially with the first, action and of course young love. Oooh, not to forget, the actors who'll portray in the movie! Aaaaahhhh! I cannot wait!

Here let me share you the plots of each book and the main characters.

The Hunger Games: The Hunger Games follows 16-year-old Katniss Everdeen, a girl from District 12 who volunteers for the 74th Hunger Games in place of her younger sister Prim. Also participating from District 12 is Peeta Mellark, a boy who loved Katniss the moment he laid eyes on her. As Katniss and Peeta battle the other tributes together, they pretend to be madly in love to gain favor with the audience. When the Gamemakers try to force the pair into a dramatic finale where one must kill the other to win, they threaten suicide and are subsequently both declared winners.

Catching Fire: Katniss learns that the Capitol is angry at her for her defiance in the previous novel, which started a chain reaction that inspired rebellion in the districts. For a special 75th edition of the Hunger Games, she and Peeta are forced into competing a second time with other past winners. They team up with a few other tributes and manage to destroy the arena and escape the Games. Katniss is transported to District 13, a place that is widely thought to no longer exist, but Peeta is captured by the Capitol.

Mockingjay: Mockingjay, the third and final book, centers around Katniss and the districts' rebellion against the Capitol. Katniss, now a refugee in District 13, demands the right to kill President Snow. Peeta and the others who were captured by the Capitol are rescued by a party including Gale, but Peeta's memories have been "hijacked" with the use of tracker jacker venom, which causes him to hate Katniss. He tries to kill Katniss, but is restrained. Finally, a group including Katniss, Gale, and a normalized Peeta go to the Capitol on a mission to assassinate President Snow. Before Katniss can reach him, her little sister Prim is killed in a bombing. Snow later tells Katniss that Coin, the president of District 13, was behind the bombing. During Snow's execution Katniss shoots Coin, and later Snow is also found dead, possibly from choking on his own blood. Katniss has a psychotic break, and tries to kill herself while in solitary confinement. Katniss, Peeta, and Haymitch return to District 12, and Katniss eventually begins to recover. In the epilogue, it is revealed that Katniss and Peeta are married and have two children.

The main characters:

Katniss Everdeen: The protagonist of the series, Katniss competes in the Hunger Games in each of the first two novels and constantly battles between her feelings for both Peeta and Gale. She becomes the face of the districts' rebellion after she unknowingly defies the Capitol in The Hunger Games. Will be played by X-Men first class' Jennifer Lawrence.

Peeta Mellark: The male tribute from District 12, who has secretly been in love with Katniss since they were children. One day he saved her life by giving her bread from his parents' bakery when her family was starving, thereby risking getting beaten by his mother. Played by Josh Hutcherson, the kid in the movie Zathura!

Haymitch Abernathy: Katniss and Peeta's drunken friend and mentor for the Games. He won the 50th Hunger Games and is the only living victor from District 12.

Primrose Everdeen: Primrose, often called just "Prim," is Katniss's 12 year old sister (in Mockingjay, she is 13) who was chosen by lottery to be in the Hunger Games. Katniss volunteers to take her place. Prim is a sweet little child that everyone loves, and she regularly helps their mother heal the sick.

Gale Hawthorne: Katniss' best friend and fellow huntsman. Gale is fiercely devoted to Katniss, and their relationship borders on romantic throughout the series. He is two years older than her, and lost his father in the same mine explosion that killed Katniss' father. Will be played by Miley Cyrus' ex, Liam Hemsworth!

President Snow: The main antagonist of the series, President Snow is the head of the Capitol and all of Panem. Provoked by the survival of two tributes in a single Hunger Games, Snow demands that Peeta and Katniss prove that the reason behind it all was just they were madly in love.

cr: Wikipedia

Pretty clever right? Im sure its gonna be awesome! You'll definitely fall for Peeta Mellark's love for Katniss Everdeen! I swear if you read the books, you'll know the reason why! Lol I just realized this is a looong post. So I better end it. Miss you guys! Only few affies are updating their blogs. Its cool really, don't worry, we know you're all busy with school and work, so dont stress!

Ooh, one more thing, I named my new pillow "Peeta"

HANOEL COFFEE SHOP

2011-07-08T07:40:00.007+08:00

Haven't blogged in weeks! I know, I haven't finished my doodle challenge (Im not even halfway yet! I guess Im just bored) and I didn't publish the gifts I made for my followers and affies last 25th. Sad. Its just that everyone's like so busy with school, work or whatever so I made a decision to publish it next year (its in draft!), Summer 2012. Anyway, I was thinking on going hiatus for I don't know how long, but I will check on this blog once a week, so don't delete me guys, kay?

Oh-kay! So I went to this Korean Coffee Shop in Antipolo yesterday called Hanoel (pronounced as Ha-nol) Coffee Shop with my friend Regine, and I would have to say this is the coziest coffee shop I've ever been to. The ambiance is just great, not to mention the affordable prices of their coffees which ranges from 60php - 120php, pastas 120-150php, etc. Very affordable, compared to Starbucks.

Nice place, huh? Coffee prince-ish.

Ooh! one of my favorite spot is the POST-IT HAPPY wall. You can write your messages on post-its provided at the rear end of the wall and post it anywhere you like!

The messages are like a hundred, higher even, and it contains praises and thank you msgs. Some wrote down their phone numbers hoping that the owner would holla them, because apparently, the korean owner is cute and he looks like KIM BUM. Swear.

Anyway, this is my third time coming here and it seems like Im addicted not just with the place and the coffees per se but also the food! Yes. the fooood. Some people think that I don't eat a lot because Im skinny, but I do. Yes. I do eat a lot and I loove to eat, especially if we're talking about korean food here. Oh how awesome their food is, but not as awesome as Filipino food!

Oh I failed to mention that this coffee shop has a restaurant above it and you can order food and eat it down the coffee shop.

라면 Ramyeon

김밥 Gimbap

김치 Kimchi (This is free!)

Of course since this is a coffee shop, this place also serves waffles, tasty breads, pastas and more, like this yummy waffle we had for dessert!

Yummeh!

We paired it up with Caramel Macchiato! Delish!

Gosh. Im so happy my friend discovered a place like this! I really love it here and Im thinking of going again the next day and the next and the next! LOL. Guys if you wanna grab coffee with your friends or run a date with your boyfriend/girlfriend, come visit this place! You'll definitely love it as much as I do!

The coffee shop is located along Circumferential Road, near 7 Eleven

cr: Regine for the photos

Turn back time

2011-06-07T15:43:00.016+08:00

Day 11 - Turning point in my life

My dad left us when I was 16. Needless to say, I was devastated.

Ugh. I hate today's challenge. It reminded me of that time. Well, everybody can usually point to a specific time when their lives took a dramatic turn. Now, we all have different points where this occurs, some more dramatic than mine. But I bet that most of us can point to a specific point in time when it all turned.

Now, don't think I was having a bad existence at that time. By the time October 2006 had rolled around, I was truly getting my shake on. Here I was, (I don't mean to brag, just sharing) an active student, always on the cream of the crop list, making so many friends, my cool brothers looking out for me and guys I couldn't even imagine would like me.

But underneath the hype and the glow, I still had a deep seeded level of misery. No, its not the suicide-thing-kind-of-misery, but I wasn't very happy. You see, my dad and my mom started to fight about something, but I thought it wasn't that of a big deal. So I didn't bother to ask them, and so did my brothers. We thought that the fights were just petty problems not worth sharing with us and that it'll eventually end the next day. But it didn't . It lasted for weeks, even months and it was a nightmare. My mom would always be angry at us, made us do things that she'd never really asked us before, my dad coming home drunk, always looking for a fight with my mom, not eating at the same time anymore... and other things that are too painful to share. With that, I was very unhappy, but I made myself forget all of it when I'm at school. Because school and my friends are whats keeping me sane back then.

Anyway, I told myself that I wasn't going to let this misery get the best of me. That I would still be who I am when Im at school. I thought I couldn't do it, but thanks to my friends and school activities that always kept me busy, I somehow forgot everything thats happening at home. At least for a while. Then one day, I learned about everything that my mom and dad were arguing about. I was like shocked, hurt and confused all at the same time when my dad told me. Yep. My dad told me everything. As much as I want to share it here, I don't think I can because until now, I don't know if everything he said was true, and I haven't actually heard my mom's side of the story. In fact, I didn't bother to know at all. I don't want to hear anymore of it. Its already painful hearing my dad's. You see, also, when dad told me the reason, he was crying to me. I've never seen him cry before so it was a first for me and it was heartbreaking. He told me that he would leave us and that he really can't stay with my mom anymore. I cried when he said that. I don't want him to go, so I beg him and even assured him that everything will be okay eventually.

That day, I made him promise me that he won't think of leaving us. Ever.

It was until I got home weeks later that my world turned upside down. All I can remember is asking my lola repeatedly "Lola, where's dad?" My lola just looked at me emotionless, I remember running upstairs into my parents room finding all his stuff gone out the wardrobe and all his dvd's and videos also gone. It was the worst day of my life as I didn't know where he was and if I will ever get to see him again. I tried calling and texting him but he didn't reply. So did my brothers. Weeks and weeks passed, still no answer. With that, I almost flunked my exams, always crying to my friends everyday, etc.

That was probably the worst year of my life and it still makes it worst now knowing that he broke his promise to me even if we see him thrice every year.

Pixeled

2011-06-03T06:39:00.010+08:00

Day 10 - Favorite Candy

I love lollipops ever since I was a little kid.

Yay! 22 days before my birthday! Im so excited! Anyway, I was too lazy to blog yesterday because I was busy making pixels. I really envy people who can pixel an image. They make it so easy, that I want to try my luck again. Yep. Tried it once but eventually gave up because its hard. Yeah Im little Miss Grump! lol. Well Im not anymore. So since I did this thing once and I really want to improve my skills, I did my best to learn and comprehend all the difficult steps on how to pixel. For some, it seems easy, but for me, its a little difficult, specially when it requires the use of the different color palettes for every image, and also because Im using Sketchbook Mobile Express and not Photoshop. So hard. But good thing God gave me the brains to figure out how to easily detect same hued colors. Ha! Thank you God

Here, I made two pixeled fruits:

Not really pixely, (lol) but I'll try harder, once I get the hang of it.

Ooh, I made a button too!

I feel so productive yesterday, even with just three pixels. Okay! Tell me what you think of my first pixels! Criticisms and suggestions are welcome! TYVM

Oh for those affies & followers who are currently reading this, check this out!

For my upcoming birthday on the 25th, please do come visit because Im giving you all cool buttons and other !

Lettering

2011-06-01T07:48:00.010+08:00

Day 9 - Favorite TV Show

I looove watching this korean variety show. Oh! My School never fails to crack me up!

OOPS! 24 days before my birthday! YAAAAY!

Aside from doodling, Im also into lettering. I can do just about any style of script but not roman lettering. Its hard. All my lettering artwork is done through pen and paper. Although I would like it to be done electronically, but as usual, Im a dum dum when it comes to using photoshop, etc. But I'll try to work on it, someday.

Here, let me share you my lettering skills.

How I wish I could make money using this skill. But I don't know how.

Dont mind what it says.

Whenever Im bored, I always do this kind of stuff on my notebooks. I letter stuff like lines from my favorite songs, what I feel, my name (lol), or whatever stuff that comes to mind. Like this one:

In this case, I almost filled the page with the word FAIL because I feel like I was a failure that day. Anyway, writing what I feel again and again makes me comfortable and helps me get over it specially when I feel negatives like failing.

Attention

I apologize for the delay of the requests. Im currently busy at the moment as I am looking for a job. Please understand. For non-affies, Im really sorry but my priority when it comes to doodle requests are my affies. Hope you understand. You can claim your doodles this week or maybe the next.

Addiction

2011-05-31T09:14:00.010+08:00

Day 8 - Favorite Animated Character

I loooooove Bubbles. That's why I named myself after her.

I can't believe I finished 3 dramas in 3 days. I guess that's what you call addiction. Anyway, this is unhealthy. I need to stop. I mean my addiction to kdramas/tv series needs to, because once I start to watch one, I become obsessed with it that I want to know more about the actors/actresses and I always have this urge to finish it immediately, even if it means I have to stay up until the whole thing is finished. I know, crazy right? Ugh. I don't want to be like this. I watched 3 consecutive dramas, so I haven't got any proper sleep, I feel weak and I may have developed insomnia.

Anyway, I don't want this "addiction" to overrule me and suck up all my energy. Im a psych major, I should know that any kind of addiction is bad. So even if my whole body is itching to watch another one, I have to at least eliminate or restrain this urge for a while and learn to be comfortable without it.

I won't be an obsessed-drama-maniac (its so unhealthy). Help me overcome this addiction. Heeeelp meeeeeeeeee!

Ooh btw, I really liked the dramas I've watched. I don't think I'll get over it soon.

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho

You're Beautiful

Personal Taste

Blog Awards!

2011-05-29T16:41:00.013+08:00

Day 7 - Favorite Movie

A Walk To Remember is my favorite movie of all time. It always cheers me up, even though I cry every time I watch it.

I got two blog awards! Yaaaaaay!

First up, Nikole's

RULES:

1) Make a post containing:

Say thank you to someone who give you this award

Write about someone who give you this award

Write about yourself

There's a banner award and code

Give this award to your 9 blogger-friends (blogends)

Don't forget to leave a messages in their chatbox

2) Use this banner award on your blog sidebar, without changing the banner's code.

First off, thank you so much Nikole for this award, Im so happy! I can't believe that you gave me an award this early, when we just basically started being friends here on blogger. You have always been friendly and you always give good feedbacks on my doodles, I am so grateful to have made a friend like you here. Really.

As for me, Im always so grateful to the people who even though, I haven't really met in person, think of me as their friend. For me, one of the best feelings in this world is knowing that the people you consider as friends, see you as their friend too. So I say thank you not just to Nikole but to all my blogger friends, thank you so much for making me your friend.

Now, Im sharing this award to my new blogger friends: April, Claui, Danella, He Yuan, Kristen, Sayraah, and Patrish. And of course, I want to share this award to my long time blogger friends: Pauline and Rhea!

Next up, Luanne's.

RULES:

No need to upload the button to your own server.

Give this button to 10 of your blogger friends.

Thank your friend who gave you this award.

Im sharing this frienship button to: Pauline, Kristen, April, Claui, Sayraah, Patrish, Pauline, Rhea, Riska and Nikole!

Friendship Button:

Thank you so much Luanne for this award! Again, Im always so grateful to the people who even though, I haven't really met in person, think of me as their friend.

Crappy Morning

2011-05-27T06:44:00.015+08:00

Day 6 - Favorite book

Nicholas Sparks' book Dear John is my current favorite book right now, I dont know why but I keep reading it over and over.

Ugh. I feel like crap. I was up all night because of my noisy brothers and their friends trying to get drunk until 5am in the morning. Why do I have to feel like this today, on my first job interview? I know I still have time to sleep because the interview's not until 3pm but I still have a lot to do and I think I don't have that much time to take a nap or something. I hate this.

Man, I can't believe I just got two hours of sleep and here I am blogging so early. I swear last night was the worst nights of all time. I woke up several times during the night, tried to cut out the noise by putting earplugs and spent quite awhile trying to doze off again but everything just didn't work out for me and now I feel that my body's under a lot of stress. And it sucks because I might feel so crappy and groggy later during the interview (God, I hope not).

Anyway, I did told my brothers several times to tell their friends to behave just a little. Oh they did alright, but for just a few minutes. Ugh. Worst night ever!

PS: Good luck to me later!

Doodles for Patrish, Rhea, Luanne and Clint is up now! Thanks again guys for requesting and I really hope you like it.

Click the fruits beside your name and save!

PS: Pixels differ just in case you want to use it somewhere.

Patrish

Rhea

Luanne

Clint

Again, if you want to change something, don't hesitate to comment on this post.

Job hunt

2011-05-26T07:43:00.029+08:00

Day 5 - Best friend

Zyra is my best friend since high school, although we seldom see each other anymore, we still update each other our current activities, crushes, etc.

So as promised, here are the doodle requests of Riska, Pauline and Nikole! Thanks for the requests guys and I hope you like it!

Click on the image and then save.

So what do you think? Did I meet your expectations? Anyway, constructive criticisms, tips and suggestions are very welcome! If you want to change something, just comment on this post ok? Don't worry, I can handle reactions. lol

Doodles for Clint, Patrish and Luanne will be posted tomorrow morning. Sorry guys, I just read your request earlier this morning. But if I have time to go online later, I'll post it here.

Again, if you guys want to requests for doodles, feel free to comment on this post, ooh don't forget to add details like color, name or no name, what name, or whatever details you wish to have on your doodles. Ooh one more thing, thought you all should know this, I always go online as early as 6am (Its a habit!) until 11am, so if you guys want your doodle to be posted here the next day after your date of request, you should request before 11am.

Thank you guys for the requests! I really appreciate that you guys give good feedbacks to my doodles. Thanks a lot! Im so HAPPY!

Lets go off the doodle requests, shall we? Earlier today, I signed up for JobsDB and Jobstreet to apply for HR related jobs. Hopefully employers can contact me as soon as possible because my mom and my grandma keeps on bugging me to find a job.

Anyway, my friend signed me up for an interview tomorrow at 3pm. Well honestly, Im a little hesitant to go because I am scared that it might rain so hard tomorrow because of the storm and I might get stranded! The last thing I want is to be left stranded on a place where I don't know a single person who lives near our village or house. Its the most uncomfortable feeling.

Anyway, whatever happens tomorrow, I'll just have to endure it.

Please no heavy tomorrow!

Yay for Scotty McCreery!

Home at last

2011-05-25T07:00:00.013+08:00

Day 4 - Favorite Place

It doesn't seem like it, but being near the ocean just makes me feel free.

Hey guys, Im hoooome! Actually I was home Monday morning but I was so tired during the 8hr ride home, so I was in bed for 2 days. Anyway, I had so much fun! I saw my cousin after 5 years (she's my closest 2nd cousin) and her first baby! Honestly, I didn't want to go to Abra at first because of the looooong ride plus the hot weather, but because I've been dying to meet my niece ever since I heard that my cousin gave birth to her last year, I agreed to go. lol. Anyway, she's so cute! I can't stop playing with her. In fact, I didn't want to make her sleep, but its not possible, so I just watched her sleep and wait until she wakes up. Non-stop playing again!

I just love her, how I wish we could take her home. Btw, her name's Erika.

I took this using my camera phone, so its a bit blurred.

Isn't she cute? My cousin promised me that she'll bring Era (baby's nickname) this year, and Im really looking forward to it. Gosh, I miss them already. Anyway, I finally figured out what I want to be or what I want to specialize in when I study medicine next year. I want to specialize in Pediatrics. I want to be a Pediatrician! I figured, since I love taking care of kids, most specially babies like Era, I want to pursue this and I will definitely do my best to be one. Aja!

Ooh I just want to let you guys know that Im doing doodle requests. Yes. Just holla at my tagboard or just leave a comment! Oh one more thing, thank you Riska and Pauline for the requests! I'll do yours later and post them here tomorrow!

Gone for 3 days

2011-05-20T07:05:00.008+08:00

Day 3 - Favorite Food

McDo fries is the best! I think its the best food in the world to eat.

Hey guys! Just letting you all know that I'll be gone for 3 days because Im going to Abra with my cousins tonight to visit some of our relatives. Its been 5 years since our last visit there. Anyway, please still do come and visit me here, I'd really appreciate that. Don't forget to leave me a tag!

Speaking of tags, Kristen and Patrish tagged me in their post. It's been a while since I've done awesome tags. Thanks guys!

Rules:

Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves.

You have to choose and tag ten people.

Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them.

No tag backs.

Have fun.

1. I have a twin brother.

2. I am left-handed.

3. I can read and write Hangul.

4. Red is my favorite color.

5. Im a bookmark collector.

6. Been skinny since God knows when.

7. I love watching movies in cinemas alone.

8. I always wear glasses because Im near-sighted.

9. Im a big spender.

10. I love reading. I finished Twilight in a day.

Im tagging Pulchri, Pauline, Rhea, Sayraah, Danella, Claui, April, Luanne, Kaye and Bea! Have fun lovelies!

Oh Sayraah wanted me to doodle her a panda, so I made her one:

Thanks for the request Sayraah!

Fash

2011-05-19T07:39:00.007+08:00

Day 2 - Favorite Animal

I've always want to have a penguin ever since I watched that Happy feet movie.

"Fashion is the most powerful art there is. It's movement, design and architecture all in one. It shows the world who we are and who we'd like to be." - Blair Waldorf

This is my most favorite quote ever!

I've always liked fashion. Its something that is always with me all the time, even so, it says a little about me and my personality. Truth is, I wanted to take a major in fashion design before but my dad wouldn't let me. He said it wasn't a major at all. Poor me. From that, I ended up majoring in Psychology, for pre-med.

Anyway, I never go out of the house without saying to myself that I picked the right clothes or shoes to wear for the day because I always want to look good whenever I go out (who doesn't?). Oh btw, when I try on clothes in the morning, its like a scene from a bad photo shoot. I mix and match clothes and shoes on my wardrobe all at the same time that it really gets messy. My mom would always scold me whenever she sees how messy my clothes are.

In any case, while I stick to the usual shorts/skinny jeans, plain shirt and flats whenever I go to the mall, I tried something different yesterday.

(I rarely go out with tank tops and in heels!)

My friend took the picture and edited it. Forgive her if its amateurish, she'll do better next time. lol. I should've edited the pic but she wouldn't give it to me.

Frankly, I tried to wear those heels yesterday but eventually gave up. I just couldn't bear the agonizing and aching feeling on my feet. The heels are too high and it's really uncomfortable, so I wore my flats instead (good thing I snuck it in her car hehe). I only wear this kind of outfit on occasions like soirees/parties (that kind of gatherings) and not for shopping or just hanging out at the mall. I don't have the confidence to strut this one like my friend. But if I do have the confidence to walk around with these, I will surely make it my regular style. lol

OH HO HO HO

2011-05-18T09:01:00.013+08:00

Day 1 - Yourself

Yep that's me with a dog. But not my dog. It's my neighbor's.

Today, when I woke up and looked in the mirror ( I have this compulsion to always look in the mirror whenever I wake up), I was surprised to see my reflection. My hair wasn't messy and my eyes were bright. I only see myself like this in the mirror hardly, so I took a picture!

(I dabbed on pink nude lipstick on my lips)

I feel so pretty. LOL. Anyway, I have to pick clothes and go to the salon to groom my nails today so I'll be ready for another road trip! Oh yeah, this Friday! I think it'll be my last road trip for the summer because my mom keeps on bugging me to find a job already. Still don't want to, but I don't have a choice. Im going to take up medicine next year so instead of being a bum for the next 7 months, might as well work in order to earn cash and help my mom pay the bills. Oh ho ho ho.

Drawing Challenge

2011-05-17T10:41:00.007+08:00

Hey! Quick post. Im doing a challenge called 30 Day Drawing Challenge! Well, basically the idea is to follow with a list and make thirty drawings in thirty days (maybe more than thirty days, if you're too busy). Since Im currently addicted to doodling, I decided to do this and hopefully I can finish it. Anyhow, this will be a new way to actively exhibit my doodles so that my passion to doodle will not die out or crumble like the other hobbies I used to .

Anyway, feel free to do this challenge if you want! You can copy the image or make one for yourself. I'd be really happy if you guys try this too! Anyway, I will start this challenge tomorrow, because Im going out today, got lots of stuff to do! I'll visit you guys tonight! Good Day!

Ooh Happy birthday to my pretty friend Pulchri!

SWIMMIN YO!

2011-05-16T15:39:00.013+08:00

Hey hey you guys! Wasn't able to visit and reply to tags yesterday because we went swimming! This month's really hot and one way to refresh and enjoy this summer hotness is to go swimming yo! But in honesty, I didn't want to go swimming with my little cousins yesterday because I can only go to kiddie pools, but thank gooodness my brother agreed to watch the little ones for me. Thanks brotha!

Anyway, I didn't swim for hours like my cousins until they get that burning feeling on your skin called sunburn. So after an hour of swimming, I showered and head back to our cottage with my cousins Pam and Nicole. We ate half of our junk food and chocolate baons while sharing secrets and other fun stuff. It was really interesting to listen to them as I got lots of new infos about their crushes, their friends and well, school. It was a fun girl talk. Wish we'd have more girl talks again like those soon.

Anyway, after the long girl talk, my little cousins came in and they were super tanned. As in really tanned. My uncle told them to shower already because they'll get sunburn if they continue swimming. Lance, the youngest, doesn't even want to go out of the pool. He was having so much fun and even said that he was making friends with the other kids so he cried when his dad told him to shower already. Aw poor kid. But anyway, he did stop crying after uncle told us that we're going to ride the zip line! YAY! And so he showered immediately. LOL.

At the zipline area, my uncle told me to go first since I tried ziplining in Tagaytay before, so I agreed. As I was putting on my gear, my cousins we're arguing who goes after me. I guess they were scared. After minutes of arguing, they agreed on their places (finally). Anyway, after putting on my gear, the mister hanged me onto the line and asked me if I was ready so he can release me. I agreed (and even yelled YES!) and then WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I was flying! And lots of people are staring at me. It was so cool! After my ride, I waited for my cousins on the other side. During their respective rides, they were like after. And all of them uttered the words "Im scared" when they reached the other side of the line. LOL. I can't stop laughing at them, but despite of the screaming and shocked looks on their faces, they were brave, specially Lance, whose only 7 years old. Whew. After the zip line ride we ate at the bar and then finally drove home.

Yesterday ended with all of us tired and sleepy so I wasn't able to reply to tags as much as I wanted to, so, I'll do that today.

WHATS-MY-FACE

2011-05-14T13:10:00.014+08:00

Yesterday was so freakishly boring, after I found out Blogger's under maintenance. I was like,

So since I aint got nothing to do, I replied on tags, visited affies and checked out twitter and facebook (since no blogger, bummer). Honestly, I dont go much on fb anymore because Im just bored of it. Anyway, I followed up on blogger every single hour because usually, after an hour or two, its fixed. But unusually, pffft. Still under maintenance. I was like,

Whew. I waited hours, still no blogger. I know I wasnt supposed to be sad because of this, but yesterday, I felt the urge to blog about something really nice but then I can't so Im really sad. Anyway, as much as I like to blog about that something, I can't anymore, just because... Well, maybe tomorrow.

In any case, blogger's up and running now (obviously), so I am

Yes. I am But then again, I just realized that I lost all comments on my recent post. Worse, I haven't even read them. So Im like,

I checked blogger's twitter right away and got my answer.

BUMMER.

Oh I doodled the faces. what do you think?

Dood-ling

2011-05-12T06:22:00.001+08:00

Howdy people!

So the cyberworld's have been addicted to doodles or doodling. As you may know, doodles are currently trending on tumblr, yeah my feeds gots lots of them. Anyway, I have been doodling since I was little. Im pretty good at it and its one of my hobbies actually, specially when Im extremely bored.

These days, people doodle using Photoshop, SAI or MS Paint, which is cool because I can't do that. I doodle on PAPER. I use pen to doodle. Anyway, I find doodling on computer generated programs like Photoshop hard to use. Tried it many times, but the outcome is just ugly. I couldnt make a doodle using those. Plus its really hard to doodle using the mouse (I have more control using pens), I can't get all the lines straight, its always wobbly that it ended up like a nervous maniac's drawing. No kidding. Yeah, well I know that there are basic graphic tools that I can use to have straight lines or curvy lines, but Im just not following. Im a dum-dum when it comes to these things. So here I sit, trying to figure how to use the different tools, but I still don't know how to use it. I feel like quitting, if you really want to know, but I ain't be broken. I googled how to's to help me. I found lots of sites and blogs that offer tutorials that are really helpful, but its a shame that I have to use selected and available programs to doodle. I wish theres a handy app on iTunes just like Photoshop or MS Paint so I wouldn't have to open my laptop (just to doodle) to save electricity.

Speaking of an app, I saw one on iTunes that is similar to MS Paint. Its so easy to use and would give me some fine/detail control to doodle better with. It's mostly useful for an "on the go" tool to sketch or doodle with some of the basic graphics tools one is used to. I am so pleased. Its great for a quick sketch for some random boredom.

Ooh its the SketchBook Mobile iPhone app btw.

Here, this is my very first doodle. An apple. LOL.

"It doesn't look like an apple" said my brother.

Okay. Well then you can call it an apple or a cherry. Your call.

I like coming across iPhone apps that are worth buying. I can now doodle using a software thats 10x easier to use than Photoshop. Flippin' sweet!

Just because I am unable to fall back asleep

2011-05-10T02:57:00.006+08:00

Hey hey! Good morning! Im up too early. I know, I said I was on hiatus for a month (recent post), but I just couldnt fall back to sleep again. So Im bloggin. Anyway, I still want to sleep and some more, but I couldnt. I tried to:

1. Closed my eyes and chanted to myself ~ Sleep. Sleep. Sleep,

2. Opened my eyes and counted up to i dont know,

2. Turned on the TV, but nothing good is on,

3. Read a book, but it just bored the hell out of me,

4. Did some exercise but it keep me wired,

6. Popped some mellow music to my ears and closed my eyes.

Out of 6, nothing worked. Still wide awake so, yeah. Oh speaking of mellow music, I am currently digging Lady Antebellum's new single, "Just A Kiss" They were on American Idol last Friday and they performed it live. I absolutely loved it! If you haven't heard it yet, you can download and listen to it later here.

BTW, today's Tuesday and I can't wait for the new episode of Oh! My School on KBS World. The recent episode was seriously funny, with Brian Joo impersonating how black women fight. Lol. He's so awesome with that bitchy tramp thing! It was so funny @2:19 " Oh my god, you are so UGLY! " LOL. I can't stop laughing! Here watch it:

Sorry there's no subs but you can watch the full episode here with english subs!
Catch Oh! My School every Tuesdays @10.13pm on KBS World. Looking forward to watch another funny episode tonight!

HIATUS

2011-05-06T10:00:00.009+08:00

Hey guys! Follow my blog with bloglovin!

Errrrr. Someone changed my bloglovin acct, I am so pissed. Aaaand not to forget the spammers who doesnt stop spamming nonsense websites on my tag board! Geesh. Time to ban these @holes.

Anyway, I will be GONE for a month. Thank you for those affies who visits me every now and then. I appreciate it. Please dont delete me. Im still going to log in and reply to your tags and visit you guys every night when I got good signal here.

Oh btw, two days ago was my blog's first birthday! So Im giving away the codes for my fave skin:

If you want this skin, just holla at me at my tag board or you can just leave a comment, and I'll give the codes to ya!

Dont forget to keep me posted! xo

Hell to the YEAH!

2011-04-13T08:51:00.004+08:00

THINGS END. BUT SOME THINGS NEVER HAVE TO END.

Wow i just realized i haven't blogged in forever! Anyway, most of my blogger buddies are asking me what's new with me. Well, here's new, I JUST GRADUATED YESTERDAY! Yup. I am finally a degree holder! Hell to the YEAH! Hahaha. I am so grateful and so so happy! Grateful to God, for showering me blessings in times of distress, to my Dad, for always being there to support me and tell me how proud he is of me even if I was still a freshie, to my Mom who takes care of me at home even if she nags all the time, to my brothers, for keeping me sane at home, to my granma, for giving me extra cash, to my professors and my friends for making my college years a fun and memorable experience! This achievement is for all of them! I couldn't have done it without them!

Anyway, graduating from college was the most magnificent feeling I have ever felt so far. Although I didn't make it to the honors, I still feel so so proud of myself especially when my name was called up stage and finally received my diploma. Haha I was a little jittery coming up on stage cos I might stumble onto something and fall flat on my face for everyone to see! Thank goodness I was fine. Whew. Yesterday was so fun, even if my heels are killing me! Everywhere I turn, I saw smiling faces, this is an event I will surely won't forget. Just seeing my friends happy and having the time of their lives makes me so so happy and proud that we are all celebrating that one event together even if we're seating apart from each other. Sadly, (AW. there's a sadly part? I thought it was so fun? haha) I can't post pictures cos my dad has the cam and he's in Davao today, good thing my friends brought their cams so I have a few pictures with them. Maybe I can post some when they've uploaded it. Anyway, I saw my cousin who's also graduating (POLSCI) that day, and we hugged each other! I'm so proud and happy for him because he finally introduced his girlfriend to the family! Yay! ^___^ Dinner with the family was perfect, we were all happy and laughing. I wish it didn't end. I wish yesterday didn't end.

Anyway, I wish I could all put into words what happened yesterday, but I fear that I would be overusing the words proud, happy and fun as much as I am using them now. HAHAHA. But I know you readers prolly get what happened yesterday, cos some of you also graduated ahead before me so you know the feeling. But if you want me to sum it up or describe it in one word, it will be AWESOME!

PS: CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL GRADUATES! WE DID IT!

Fits me

2011-03-23T08:35:00.006+08:00

So I was at the mall yesterday, taking pictures at the fitting/dressing room. Honestly, I wasn't there to fit clothes or anything, I just wanted to take pictures of meself. Hehehe~ Oops the quality of the pictures are not good coz I was using my phone, so. ^___^v

Hahaha I look stupid. (>.<)

Oooh this is my favorite look btw, kind of boyish type of look. Im not really into girly-girl clothes when Im at the mall, but I wear them...sometimes. Oh and whenever I go out, I always wear white and black (my fave combi). Anyway, I was planning to watch a movie yesterday so I wore that stripped long-sleeved shirt above cos I thought I would be cold so, I wore them. But I wasn't in the mood so I spent my moolah with food, books and having my nails done. hehe. teehee. Anyhow, underneath that shirt, I am wearing a black tank top. Check this out:

All black! ^^

Like it? Loved it!

PS: I MISS BLOGGING!

They're back!

2011-02-18T07:43:00.011+08:00

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Yay! Finally the track list for Big Bang's 4th mini album is released! I can't wait for the full songs!
I so missed them! Gaaaah! can't wait!

cr: bigbangworldwide

I wonder

2011-02-13T17:16:00.003+08:00

I miss that feeling

2011-01-30T14:29:00.011+08:00

I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you get up in the morning, it's the feeling that everything is alright, that everything's the way its supposed to be. You know that wonderful feeling that you're whole, that you got everything that you want and that you aren't missing anything... I miss that. Sometimes, when I wake up, I get it for a moment. It lasts for a few seconds but then I'd remember memories and how nothing has been the same ever since. Well I guess that's life. It changes a few or maybe even big things in our lives. People grow up and grow apart and you accept that. But sometimes you still can't stop thinking of how good it used to be, cos maybe you're afraid that you'd never experience it again. Afraid that you've already lived it, and lost it.

Right now, I wonder if maybe my parents will ever get back together? And then I realize that they will never really be over. In a way, it hasn't changed, but in some ways, it has. Truth is, for me, it’s not that they weren't meant for each other, I think it’s just maybe they weren't ready for forever... and I honestly believe that. I remember when my dad cried to me, it was heartbreaking. Every time I remember it, I couldn't help but shed a tear. But anyway, I just wish that they forgive each other and talk again. Even if they've decided to be apart forever, that's fine with me. I just wish they forgive each other.

"People cry not because love ends, but because it still continues, even if it's over."

From this day on

2011-01-23T16:55:00.004+08:00

From this day on, I promise myself to be strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. I will look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true. I will only think of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best. I will forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future.

I dedicate this post to my friends May, Janina, Digs and Cez. We can do this!

It's never too late

2011-01-08T14:38:00.008+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! I know Im 8 days late, but hey, it's never too late and as what they say, "better late than never!" hahaha. Anyway, I've been neglecting my blog for almost a month now, and Im incredibly sorry. I haven't opened this not since December 8, and I missed it so much. The reason why Im not so bloggish anymore is because Im losing interest in the www and Im so lazzy to even sit in front of my computer, anyway Im so sorry for not being able to visit you guys and greet you "A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year" on your respective blogs as you did for me. But I am so thankful to all of you affies who greeted me here! You made me smile today as I read your greetings on my tagboard. Thank you so much! Dont worry, I promise after this, I will visit you all and greet you a Happy New Year! I know that you prolly get some goodies from your affies (like awards, banners, etc) but Im not so good with it, so I think greeting you is the least that I can do. Hahaha but I'll try to make some and give it to ya...someday.

Oh does anyone watch Sonny with a Chance? I am so lovin this disney series, not to mention that Sterling Knight also stars in. I so love him! He is so charming and he and Demi make a cute couple. I wish Demi will be back for Season 3, but her health comes first so no rush. Okay then, as promised, I will visit and greet you all a Happy New Year! Cheers!

Tagged by Sis EUN again!

2010-12-08T14:57:00.007+08:00

Hey what's up guys? Hehehe. 18 days to go before Christmas! Its so soon! Hahaha. Anyway, like my dongsaeng Eun, Im starting to lose interest in the www. Yep. Im not so couch potato-ey and www dependent anymore, hahaha because I've been busy and preoccupied with my social life. Which I incredibly enjoy. So much. Hihihi

Well anyhow, I've been tagged again by Eun, which Im grateful to answer because finally I can post something after my December 1st post. Thanks sissy! xo!

1. Why did you create this blog?

~ Well basically, I created this blog to share my thoughts and experiences to other people. (and I just like the thought of having a blog. Nah, just kidding) Truth is, Im really happy to have created a blog like this because I met people that I really enjoy talking to and now, I consider them as my friends, although we really dont know each other in person, but that's what makes me so happy, cos i get to know other people around the country or even some parts of the globe!

2. What kind of blogs do you follow?

~ I follow personal blogs. I like reading what's going on with their lives and how interesting it is that sometimes, their experiences are just like mine, my rantings, my kpop obsession, etc. Its really cool to have someone with the same interests as mine in the www, because like for instance, there are some people that I know in real life that I cant really open a conversation with about kpop and how I am such a fan girl. hahaha.

3. Favourite makeup brand?

~ Oh. I personally like Face Shop and Etude House make-ups! :">

4. Favourite clothing brand?

~ I dont have a particular favorite clothing brand. Whatever catches my eye and feel comfortable with, im buying it.

5. Your indespensible makeup product:

~ My liptint! :">

6. Your favourite colour:

~ Definitely the color RED.

7. Your perfume:

~ Baby Bubble by Petit Bijou

8. Your favourite film:

~ That's a toughie. I have so many favorites, its so hard to choose!

9. What country would you like to visit and why?

~ S. Korea! I love everything about that country!

10. Make the last question yourself and answer:

~ Will I watch my brothers' basketball game on Saturday? I dont know yet. haha

Done! Hihihi. Interesting questions, I love it. Anyway, anybody who wants to answer this tag is welcome to do so. Hahaha. Okay, Till then!

Hey December!

2010-12-01T15:48:00.007+08:00

Oh look! Im with Santa!

Hey! It's December! Hahaha. Aren't we all excited? It's December! Hahaha. Or maybe Im just the only one? Hahaha. Nah, sure you do! Everybody loves December! (or not everybody... I dunno)

Anyway, I've been waiting for December since every December month ends. hehehe. I really really love this month! I really do (obviously) because I keep on repeating it right? Hahaha. Well I'll tell you reasons why I looooooove December. (Redundancy much? Hihi) Well...

~ It's a time for family and barkada reunions!

~ My palms are getting all itchy because I'll have lots of money! ( I hate itching, but because it's a sign of money...nevermind)

~ Moolah! hihi

~ New stuff!

~ A breather from school!

~ VACAY!

~ Unlimited delicious FOOD!

~ The chilly weather!

There. My reasons. I know I know, its kind of selfish, but that's not the only reason. Other than that, and above all those reasons listed up there, the most important reason is because it's Jesus' Birthday and... because it is a time for giving. I know I may get all selfish and materialized girl up there but these two reasons are the ones that makes me so happy this month. I know you should prolly think that Im just humbling myself down, but no... these reasons have always made me enjoy and love every December so much! I always look forward to this month because it gives me joy and hope and love. Im kind of biased with December right? But yeah srsly, its the only month that gives me all these in one pack. June just gives me joy because its my birth month... but anyway, I dont know. Im just bias with December.

Oh well. Yay! Its December!

Couch Potato

2010-11-26T08:22:00.009+08:00

Hi! Short post here. Been a week again eh? Hihihi. Can't blog because I was kind of busy. Busy being a couch potato that is. Hehehe. Yeah yeah, seems like Im not going to school but I go to school alright, but only every Tuesdays and Fridays. That's my schedule. Hehehe. Anyway, I am such a sloth this past few days, I mean weeks, and its disappointing. I should be studying hard considering this is my last semester. Ugh. Why am I like this? Ever since my portable DVD was fixed, I suddenly became obsessed with watching movies, dramas and series. Srsly, I watch at least 4 to 6 movies a day. My room is filled with cds and dvds. Hahaha. I have like a hundred movies in there I could like open a rent-a-movie business. Btw, I bought 4 dvds last Monday which cost a lot and which I regret buying because I could have got it cheaper at St. Francis Square. Bummer. So there, 4 dvds added to my collection. Great.

Oh Happy Birthday to my friend Jehan! Hahaha Miss you! ^___^

Goodbye "Privileged"

2010-11-17T14:02:00.007+08:00

cr: GoogleImages

Hey there. Its been a week since I last posted right? Hahaha. No I wasnt busy, (if you're askin, hehe) not at all. Actually I am so bored out of my mind. See, last week our internet connection was a total loser. It was in a coma for a week! Can you believe that? No internet for a week?! Ugh. I hate Globe. Why does mom like globe??? Anyway, good thing my portable dvd player was up and running again. whew. Thank goodness. I watched a lot of movies in my room, I barely got out but because I have to go to the bathroom, I got out. Yeah, okay.

Anyway, I am currently obsessed with Chuck Season 4, but because I've got to wait every Monday for the next episode, I decided to um look for another series. Not that I want to stop watching Chuck, but I just want to you know, watch another series on DVD, not on TV. Well anyway, I found two series that my friend lent to me. It was Avatar (the last airbender complete series) and Privileged Season 1. I wanted to watch Avatar first cos I like Aang, but I wasnt into cartoons by then so I watched Privileged first. Well at first I thought this series were like about magic. hahaha I know it doesnt sound like that, but for me, I thought of the movie Practical Magic. Haha. I know thats weird. Maybe because I just watched that movie before I decided to watch this or maybe it both starts with the letter P? I dont know, whatever. Nevermind, anyway when I popped the CD on the player, I finally know that Privileged is about Megan Smith, a 23 year old chick who has a Yale education, has a positive attitude, a heart for journalism (in spite the fact that she is drudging herself away at a tabloid mag) well, it wasnt long when she gets fired and meets Laurel Limoges, a cosmetics mogul, and becomes the live in tutor for her twin granddaughters in Palm Beach, Florida, a world of wealth and power. The granddaugthers, Rose and Sage, are beautiful, rebellious and less than thrilled to meet their new tutor. But Megan is determined to win them over as she enjoys the perks of her new job: breathtaking private suite, a mercedes convertible, a live-in chef Marco, and even a cute billionnaire living next door. Sweet right?

Anyway, I dont wanna continue the plot for you readers (if anyone is reading this. haha) because it will just annoy and piss you off like it did me, because apparently, this show was cancelled last year. Yep. No more Privileged. It sucks. And I still cant believe it. After watching Season 1 for only 2 days, (Yeah I got so attached and didnt sleep at all because it has such an amazing story!) I was really looking forward for a Season 2 and then I found out that it was cancelled? It was so annoying! Srsly, why did the network have to pull out such a great show? I am so sad. I mean they left us hanging, they might as well air at least one final show to wrap up all its plotlines, like the fate of Megan and Will's relationship, Charlie's heart-breakingly sweet longing, Rose and Sage's endearing sisterhood, Ugh. This is making me more sad, I really want to know what will happen to the story. I fell in love with it. And now it will take me some time to get over it.

Ugh. I am devastated. Goodbye "Privileged" you will be missed.

Tumblr-ing

2010-11-08T17:43:00.008+08:00

Hey guys! How ya doin? Hahahaha. I made a tumblr account. Do follow me kay? I promise I'll follow back too. Just click this (I know this kinda looks like twitter, but its tumblr. hahaha) at the disclaimer area. Thank you very much! Anyway I made one because many of my friends are currently into it. I mean when I open my facebook account, the feeds are always about their tumblrs. Hahahahaha. Im just going with the trend. But even if I have a tumblr blog, I will never ever leave this blog. This is special to me, so don't delete me! hahahahaha. :D

Okay, will do post next time. See you soon! XO

he saw me... and then I saw him too

2010-11-06T20:17:00.009+08:00

He saw me. And then I saw him too. It's been a year since we saw each other. I didnt say hi or smile or anything. I just stared at him, and then he said my name, and then... I looked away, and started to go my way. Yeah I came off as a snob there, but I didnt mean to. I dont know, I just dont feel like seeing him. All the pain I felt that time... came crashing down on me. I thought I was over him. (At least thats what I told myself) well I guess Im not. psh

Anyway, after that moment, I kind of want to turn back around, say hi, smile and maybe catch things up with him. I mean after all of the things that happened to us, we're still friends and all was forgiven... But I couldnt do that anymore cos I dont know if we'll see each other again... I know you're probably wondering what the hell am I talking about here, but Im sorry, Im not ready to talk about it yet. But I will soon. I just want to get it out of my chest...

Anyway, I was gonna post this yesterday, but I was so mad with Lee Da Hae. Hahahaha. Ok! So much for this drama. hahahahaha Time to visit my affies! :D

Not funny at all!

2010-11-05T21:11:00.008+08:00

This is a video showing Lee Da Hae‘s impersonation of the different ways of speaking english in different countries. On the show Sweet Night, she showed off her fluent English skills by speaking in American and British accents. However, when she was asked how it would be spoken by the Philippines, she said it in a manner which insulted a lot of Filipinos, including me.

Well actually, I do love her (because of My Girl) but now i dont know already and honestly, I hate her for what she did, after this such INSULT to us.. I mean it wasn't a Filipino accent at all. Coz even Filipino beginners wouldn't sound that way. Cmon, we're like the best english speaking country in Asia! (I mean we study english at a young age!) And a lot of Koreans go here to study english!

Anyway, one thing that pisses me off is her apology on twitter. According to her apology,

"In spite of what many people believe, I myself did NOT mention anything about the Philippines or Filipino accent whilst on the TV show.On the other hand I recall bringing up Southeast Asia and not the Philippines and the subtitles were inserted when the show was being edited of which I was not aware of until it was aired.The TV show where this footage was taken from was designed to amuse its audience and my sole purpose was to entertain the viewers by coming up with lighthearted stories."

Well her apologies have loopholes... see, how could she say that what she mentioned is the Southeast Asia's manner of speaking English? It's clear in the video that the host mentioned Philippines... is she making us dumb or something?! Subtitle or no subtitle, i watched the video over and over again and I CLEARLY HEARD IT ALL! It's really not funny when you're being insulted like that! And she herself as an actress should be sensitive enough to know that! And even if she was just joking, she doesnt have to do such a thing! Didnt she thought that she has a lot of fans here?! Including me? :(

I know I shouldnt be mad after watching this vid, because its true that there are some Filipinos who speak that way, but Im just stating my reaction/opinion, and Im just so tired of other people insulting us and always making fun of us. I mean look at what she did, and the people around her, they're really proud of that one sentence while it is hurting other people. Hurting us. It just makes me sad because they think that they're so superior and great. Anyway, Im beat. Good night everyone!

the parent trap

2010-11-03T14:02:00.007+08:00

I know its actually pretty simple that I am at the point where I'm growing up and already think, feel, and have opinions for myself... and that sometimes those opinions don't necessarily match those of my parents. Well, okay I get it but I just wish they would trust me more. They always say its not me they don't trust, but other people. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY!

Like this one time, a bunch of my friends are going on a trip to Batangas for three days... I asked mom's permission but she said no with that famous parent-reason-of-all-time "Because I said so". I cried, I stomped into my room, moped and wonder why life is so unfair. (Sound familiar? Hahaha I know we girls do this when She says no) But then there's probably not much I can do to change their mind, and its only going to make me upset and lose some major credibility with them so I just sleep the day away hoping for a storm to come so that the trip would be cancelled. Haha

Anyway, it may be super frustrating and hard at times when my parents dont trust me enough to go on a 3-day vacay with my friends, but there are definitely things I can do to earn their trust! Like generally being a good kid, showing that I can keep curfew, doing well in school and a lot of other things. Hahahahaha with these, I know I would eventually earn their trust. But even if they really dont, I still love them. And even as nuts as they can make me... its usually because they love me and want what's best for me.

i wouldn't be able to sleep for days

2010-10-30T16:18:00.007+08:00

Gaaaah! tomorrow's Halloween! Im going to be a vamp again. Literally! No, not literally! Hahaha. Nevermind. Anyway, I wouldn't be able to sleep for days because my imagination will keep me awake every night! T____T I remember last year, I only get my sleep during the day, when all the people are awake. huhu I really cant sleep at night when its Halloween and All Soul's day. I know I shouldnt be scared, but my brothers ALWAYS scares me with stories that I dont even want to hear, turning off all the lights in my room (or even the house!), making scary noises when Im in the bathroom, (which scares the hell out of me) and other silly-scary stuffs they want to do until I start to shout and cry. They are entertained actually, so that's why I let them do that to me until now. But I know it'll eventually pass, so GOODLUCK to me!

Oh tomorrow, we're going to visit my lolo at the cemetery real early. Hehehehehe. I wouldnt be awake for too long tonight! Whew. Till then!

all I want to do today is to just sleep in

2010-10-28T15:53:00.007+08:00

Hey. How are things? Me, I feel like sleeping the whole day. I wanna go out but its raining. Tried to entertain myself with music, games, facebook and blogging, but all I want to do today is to just sleep in. Hahahahaha. I haven't eaten for 6 hours now, Im not starving myself, I just dont feel like eating. Hahahaha Anyway this post is nonsense, so maybe I'll just share a picture.

Hahahahahaha.

Not voting

2010-10-25T07:42:00.015+08:00

Good Morning! How you guys doin? Hahahaha.

Today's the 2010 Barangay elections. Will you vote today? teehee. Not me, I dont know the candidates on our barangay. So why waste my vote, when I dont even know a candidate? :P Honestly, I want to vote, but what if I voted for the wrong one and then they won? :( That's just not good. Is it? Anyway, I want the best for our community, even if Im not (obviously) an active part of it. ^__^

Btw, check out Dong Woon and Hyuna here! Hahaha. This is so cute! Dong Woon is teasing Hyuna! Hahaha. I wonder why. :) I love seeing artists of the same company act like siblings!

Dong Woon please tease me too! I wont be annoyed by anything you do! LOL

What? Hahahahaha

2010-10-24T19:34:00.006+08:00

What are you looking at? Hahahaha kidding

Cant think of anything to post so here's a pic! :D

Good grades!

2010-10-23T17:16:00.009+08:00

My friend said that I look fat here. I said Ha! whatever.

But honestly, do I look fat? Hahaha

Hahaha. Earlier this morning, it was sunny. But as the night comes, its getting darker and darker because guess what? Its about to rain again. Why is it always raining? Psh. Cant enjoy the night life when it rains. :(

click to enlarge

Anywy, got my grades today! And I passed! Woohoo! I cant believe that I got really good grades! I mean I get good grades, but not as good as this! Hahahaha. Just look at it! I never got grades like that before! Hahahaha. This is really surprising! Hahahaha. Although I am a bit disappointed with my Rizal grade, all in all, I am so thankful that during the last year of my college life, I experienced having good grades like this one! :) Thank you God! teehee. Hoping for the best this coming second sem! :D

Funny how things change so rapidly

2010-10-23T08:50:00.008+08:00

Goodmorning! Its sunny today! Hahahaha. I missed the sun. Its always raining here so, Im happy the sun is back! I can finally enjoy vacay outdoors. hahahaha.

Anywy, 1 week to go and we're about to welcome 2nd sem. In my case, the last sem. The last months of my college life. Hahaha. Funny how things change so rapidly, last sem I wanted the time to be so damn fast I could graduate and receive my diploma, but now, I want the time to be ticking slowly, so I could enjoy every minute of my last months as a college student. I know all graduating students prolly feel the same way as I do because the last years of high school and college life are always the best and the most fresh in our memories. It is the time when you do stupid things with your friends, like cutting classes, eating at Mcdonalds after class and share stories until its about to close, or hang out to a friend's house and do dvd marathons or makeovers until your mom/dad calls you to go home, lying to your parents that you have a project going on but instead your partying with your friends, play volleyball/basketball until your tired, have outings even if there's a storm, gaining more and more friends, etc. etc. I will never forget these memories. Most specially the time when I became friends with the people I thought I can never be friends with! Gaaah, I miss them so much. I cant wait for enrollment and second sem to come! ^___^

Missin you guys!

May, Dawnie, Salv, Cezzy, Imee, Kerr, Hus, Deborah, Digs, Dethy, Fudgie, Charmie, Madz, Rubie

we got your back

2010-10-22T17:46:00.010+08:00

Hey guys! Im back Hahahahaha. Its been a looooong time! Was on hiatus for almost a month. I know, I haven't finished my 30 day challenge. Hahahahaha. I havent got the time to update cos I was so busy with our thesis and our final exams and other school stuff. I always got home late because I wanna spend more time with my friends. This is our last year, so might as well enjoy just as much right? teehee.

Anyway, I am so glad that our thesis defense for Research in Psychology 1 is OVER! not really over cos its just the proposal, hahahaha, but I am so glad we got 11 smileys from our panel. (Oh there are 12 smileys btw) Im so happy we got 11 because our adviser is not present when we were defending our proposal. I was actually nervous that we would only get 8 or 9 smileys, but my groupmates encouraged me to not be nervous because this is not just about myself, it is a group effort, so if i cannot answer the panel's Q, they assured me that they got my back! teehee. (I was able to answer the panels Q, so if I cant answer the Q, Im sure they will!)

So thanks to our teamwork and strong friendship, we were able to defend our thesis without the help of our thesis adviser! WASAK! Hahahaha. Gosh, we were so happy that day! Dawnie even cried! Hahahahahaha guess she was soooo happy! Gaaah, I love my groupmates!

I'll be stopping here. Hehehehehe, I'll be doing my chores today. Hehehehe. My mom will inspect my room later! Yikes! hahahaha. Anywy, I'll be posting soon watch out! And will do visit you guys, maybe tom or tonight? hehehehe imy all! And thanks for always visiting me here even if Im on hiatus! I appreciate it! Till then!

Oh I want to congratulate the other groups and sections for a job well done!

GRAD SPEECH

2010-10-06T20:10:00.018+08:00

I found this on Facebook. And this speech is abso-freakin-lutely amaziing!

This goes for students who failed many times but managed to reach the top!

(Note: Im sorry to the other readers who can't understand Tagalog)

This speech was delivered by a La Sallian engineer in one of the graduation ceremonies at the UP College of Engineering.

Ngayong araw na ito, sa ating pagtatapos, mayroon akong dalang Transcript of Record. Ang estudyanteng may-ari ng transcript na ito ay nag-aral sa De La Salle University. Sa unibersidad na ito, kapag ikaw ay isang undergraduate, may ID number ka na nagsisimula sa “94” at pataas, kung lumipas ang isang buong school year at umabot ka sa 15 units na bagsak, masisipa ka sa paaralan.

Ang transcript na hawak ko ay mayroong 27 units ng bagsak. 12 sa mga ito ay tinamo ng estudyante sa iisang schoolyear lang. Ang isang subject ay kadalasang may bigat na 3 units. Kung iisiping mabuti, isang subject na bagsak na lang ay pwede na masipa ang estudyanteng may-ari ng transcript na ito.

Ang speech na ito ay hindi ko ginawa para i-acknowledge ang paghihirap ng ating mga magulang sa pagpapaaral satin. Hindi ko din ito ginawa para maghayag ng political statement, o kumbinsihin kayo na huwag umalis sa bansa at tulungan itong makaahon. Ang speech na ito ay para sa mga normal na estudyante na kagaya ng may may-ari ng transcript na hawak ko, dahil madalas, wala talagang pakialam ang unibersidad sa mga achievements nila. May mga awards na gaya ng “Summa Cum Laude”, “Best Thesis Award” at “Leadership Award.” Pero ni minsan, hindi pa ako nakakakita ng unibersidad na nagbigay ng “Hang-on and managed to graduate despite nearly getting kicked-out during his academic stay” award.

Maaaring isang malaking kagaguhan ang konseptong ito para sa karamihan. Bakit mo pararangalan ang isang estudyanteng bulakbol, bobo, tamad o iresponsable? Hindi ba dapat isuka ito ng unibersidad? Ito yung mga tipo ng estudyanteng walang ia-asenso sa buhay, hindi ba?

Ayun. Natumbok niyo.Iyun na nga ang dahilan.

Madalas, pag ang isang estudyante ay may pangit na marka sa paaralan, lalong lalo na sa kolehiyo, nakakapanghina ito ng loob. Nandiyan yung tatamarin ka mag-aral, nandyan yung iisipin mo “Ano pa kayang trabaho ang makukuha ko? Call center na naman o clerical? Ba’t kasi ang bobo ko. Kung matalino lang ako, sana, sa Proctor and Gamble ako, o kung saang sikat na kumpanya.”

Mas mahirap ang dinadaanan ng mga estudyanteng bumabagsak. Kahit na sabihin mong kasalanan nilang bumabagsak sila, hindi ninyo alam kung ano ang pakiramdam ng ganun. Madaling sabihin na “Kaya mo yan, mag-aral ka lang,” pero alam ba natin talaga ang sinasabi natin?

Kapag ang isang estudyante ay bumabagsak sa unibersidad, nandiyan yung tatawanan niya lang yan. O di kaya naman, ipagmamalaki niya pang “TAKE 5 NA KO!!!” o “Pare, magpi-PhD na ako sa Anmath3/Calculus/etc.” Pero hindi alam ng mga isang Summa Cum Laude kung ano ang nasa isip ng isang normal na estudyante sa tuwing matutulog ito at alam niyang pag-gising niya, kailangan niya na namang ulitin ang isang subject na nakuha niya na sa susunod na term.

Kahit kailan, hindi naging problema sa “Star Student” na sabihing “Nay, bagsak ako.” at hindi kailanman sumagi sa isip nila na “Paano kaya kung sa walang-pangalang kumpanya lang ako makapagtrabaho?” Dahil sigurado sila sa kinabukasan nila.

Huwag na tayong maglokohan. Grades are everything. Kahit bali-baligtarin mo iyan, hindi magiging patas ang mga kumpanyang kumukuha ng fresh graduates para magtrabaho sa kanila. Minsan din naman, nadadaan sa palakasan, pero ganun pa din. Kung hindi ka academically good, wala kang patutunguhan. Kung hindi man yun, mas mahirap yung dadaanan mo para lang makaabot sa prestihiyosong posisyon.

Kaya ngayong graduation, ang speech na ito ay inaaalay ko para sa mga estudyanteng lumagpak, muntik-muntikan nang masipa o yung sa lahat ng paraang pwede, ginawa na para lang makatapos. Gagawin kong patas ang mundo para sa inyo kahit isang araw lang. Kahit ano pa ang sabihin ng ibang tao, kesyo kasalanan mo man na pangit ang marka mo o muntik ka nang makick-out, saludo ako sa hindi mo pagtigil sa pag-aaral. Saludo ako na may lakas ka ng loob na harapin pa rin ang mundo kahit alam mong hindi ito magiging patas sa iyo. Saludo ako na kahit pangit ang transcript mo, taas noo ka pa rin ngayong graduation at proud na proud sa sarili mo.

Ano ngayon ang mangyayari sa mga graduates pagkatapos nitong graduation? Ayoko nang puntahan yung pwedeng mangyayari sa mga Cum Laude. Baduy. Alam mo namang may patutunguhan ang buhay nila e. Pero dun sa mga lumagpak, ano ang meron?

Maaring makakuha kayo ng mediocre na trabaho lang. Pwede ka rin swertehin, baka makapagtrabaho ka sa magandang kumpanya. Madami pang pwedeng mangyari. Huwag kayong mawalan ng pag-asa. Kung nung college, nagtiyaga kayo e ba’t titigilan niyo yung pagti-tiyaga ngayon?

Pwede ring ganito: Mag-aral ka ulit. Ipakita mo sa kanila na kung sisipagin ka lang, malayo ang mararating mo. Subukan mong patunayan sa kanila na kapag pinilit mo, kaya mo ring abutin yung naabot nila. Na hindi ka bobo, kundi tinamad ka lang.

Baka sabihin ninyo, drowing lang ako.

I’ve been on both sides. Naranasan ko na ring lumagpak, at muntikan na din akong masipa. Naranasan ko na ang umulit ng 4 na beses sa iisang subject. Naranasan ko na ang masumbatan ng magulang, kapatid at kung sino-sino pang propesor na walang pakialam sa pakiramdam ng estuyante. Naranasan ko nang hindi makatulog ng maraming gabi sa pagiisip kung paano ko na naman sasabihin sa magulang ko na may bagsak na naman ako. Kaya alam ko ang pakiramdam ninyo.

Akin ang transcript na ito.

Pagkagraduate ko ng college, ano ang ginawa ko? Eto. Nagtrabaho muna ng konti, tapos aral ulit. Kuha ng Masteral sa kurso ko. Hindi para sa trabaho o kung ano man. Kundi para patunayan sa sarili ko na noong mga panahong bumabagsak ako, tinatamad lang ako.

I raise my middle finger to every professor, over-achiever, naysayer and detractor THAT TOLD ME THAT I CAN'T MAKE IT. I raise my middle finger to every valedictory or graduation speech that only gratifies the university, those who were achievers in school or those who gratify the country when it’s supposed to be the graduate’s moment of glory. You are supposed to acknowledge EVERYONE. Even those who failed many times.

Kaya sa inyong mga graduates na medyo hindi maganda ang marka, para sa inyo ito.Kung kinaya ko ito, kaya niyo rin to. Imposibleng hindi.

Oh-October

2010-10-01T09:01:00.011+08:00

Time flies so fast. Its October already!~

Im so happy today because B2ST's 숨(Breath) MV was revealed last night! I've been waiting for this since the teaser came out and Im so happy I can finally watch it today after this entry! Yay! I love B2ST!!!! ^_____^

Watch B2ST's 숨(Breath) MV here.

Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Uh, let me see, during the past few weeks, my room is clean and organized. hahaha my room is always a mess, my things are scattered everywhere, you can find pens, erasers, etc under my bed, etc. I know girls should have organized and clean rooms, but not me. I can't find my things when its not scattered in my room. Weird I know, but that's me! ^_____^v

Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Here are the songs that I listen to when Im Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad:

Clap Your Hands, Go Away, It Hurts - 2NE1

Clenching A Tight Fist, Bad Girl, Easy - B2ST

What's a Man to do, OMG, DJ Got Us Falling In love Again - Usher

Love Song, In My Bed, Rainism - Rain

Sunset Glow, Haru Haru, Foolish Love - Big Bang

I Need A Girl, I'll Be There, Wedding Dress - Taeyang

Its not Love, This Time, Saying I Love You - Wonder Girls

Teardrops on my Guitar, Crazier - Tay Swift

Surrender, Say Goodbye, Terrified - Katharine McPhee

Queen, Can't U See - Son Dam-bi

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better - G.NA

Till The Dawn - Drew Sidora

Bleeding Love, Told You So - Jesse McCartney

2012 - Jay Sean

Don't Stop Can't Stop, I Will Give You My Life, Heartbeat - 2PM

Seven and Eight!

2010-09-29T12:37:00.006+08:00

Heyo! I got home late last night. Wasnt able to do Day 07! Gaaah. Hahaha. Last night was fun and exciting! The Psych Basketball team won against MassCom! Yay! This calls for a celebration! WOOOOOO! I love Psych! So that's why I got tired and late from all the shouting I did last night, to cheer with my classmates and boost up their spirits! Yay! Ok Im too happy, challenge now.

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Mimi, Clarissa, Maan, Sai, Ryl, Me, Mickey, Rouie, Cid, Kelvin

(others not in the picture)

My friends will always have the biggest impact on me. They were always there when I'm happy, sad, heart-broken, etc. They always find time to check up on me even when they're busy and even if we go to different schools now. And what I really admire most about them, is that, they say "I miss you" and "I love you" all the time. All the time. God, I miss them so much!

Day 08:Short term goals for this month and why

Save Money! ~ hahahaha. As I always say, I am a big spender! And we have so many expenses in school including the org shirt, thesis proposal defense, etc. Gaaah, I know I should ask mom/dad to give me money, but nah, I wont, cos I want to be responsible and I want to kick out this bad habit of not saving money!!!!

Focus on our research! ~ The proposal defense is only 2 weeks away, and I don't know if we are on the right track with our chapter 2 and 3. I want to get my focus back during the prelims.

FIVE AND SIX

2010-09-27T09:03:00.008+08:00

Was out for two days! (and a little lazy to update. Hahaha~)

Day 05:A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Lola, Me, Pam and Michael

During the long weekend last Sept. 10-12, we went to Cebu. Hahaha~ It is really one of my favorite places here in the Philippines. And the tourists love this place too because of its fresh air and beautiful white sand beaches. It is somehow compared to Boracay. But I think Boracay beaches are the best here. Anyway, I really had fun during our vacay there. ^______^ Oh, Tito Didi was also with us. hehehe~ Thanks to him, we got to see the historical spots in Cebu!

Me, Pam, Michael, Lola and Tito Didi

Day 06: Favorite super hero and why

My favorite super hero is Superman! Because he's handsome, he's faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound. Not to forget his abso-freaking-lutely cool super powers that I wish I had for myself! like, flight, super-strength, invulnerability to non-magical attacks, super-speed, vision powers! super-hearing, and super breath, which enables him to blow out air at freezing temperatures! Gaaah, I love Superman!

Dear John

2010-09-22T12:24:00.017+08:00

Its raining so hard again! Could there be a storm? Gosh, I hope not, because Im home alone and Im scared! Kuya! Go home early! T^T But it is a good thing that I dont have classes today because I might get stucked in traffic or be stucked somewhere. Yikes. And let's not forget about the rain flooding the streets. Err. That's what I hate when it rains, I have to walk through the flood. Ew. Anyway, Im super bored. I do have homeworks to do but Im not in the mood to do it yet. I forced myself to do it, but I failed cos Im in the mood to read. hehe~ Read a story, not txtbooks. ^__^v I wanna buy a new book cos I have read all the books here in our house. Bookworm eh? Yeah, I am. Well, reading is one of my hobbies. I started reading when I was 11 years old. My dad bought an encylopedia and from A-Z, I always read it when I got home from school. And then, my mom started to buy pocket books, so I read them all too. Hahaha. I can read and finish a book in a day if I really like it. Hahahaha. I dont even sleep just to finish reading it, cos I get excited and curious about what will happen to the story, so I dont even bother to sleep. Even if that means Im going to be sleepy at school. Hahaha. Ok anyway, I reread Dear John last night because I cant sleep. I read it again because I thought it would help me sleep, well it did, but I slept crying. I mean my eyes were swollen because I was crying the whole time Im reading the third part of the story. Especially the part when Savannah asked John if they will ever see each other again and he said that "he's hoping not to see her anymore" because he realized that even if she loves him, she loves Tim too, and he wouldnt want to break up a marriage for it because even if Tim's sick, he believes that he's going to be fine and that there should be no room for him. T^T Ok Im about to cry again. hahaha. Im such an emotional person. Hahaha. But truth is, while reading it, I can feel John's pain, how heartbroken he is, and how he so much wanted to be with Savannah but he cant, cos she's married. I really feel sorry that it has to turn out that way. That really hurts. I mean, they really loved each other! But because things got rough with Savannah every time he left and with the 9/11 tragedy and all, she wasnt able to wait for him any longer. But I really do wish she waited for him. Anyway, this is just a story, a good story, Sparks wanted it to be that way so, I just have to agree and accept that that is their destiny. Hahaha. Btw, this line from John really broke my heart and made my eyes swollen last night:

"I love you Savannah, and I always will. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. You were my best friend and my lover, and I dont regret a single moment of it. You made me feel alive again, and most of all, you gave me my father. I'll never forget you for that. You're always going to be the very best part of me. Im sorry it has to be this way, but I have to leave and you have to see your husband." (Crying)

I was disappointed by the movie because John didnt say this! Although Im heartbroken and sad while watching it, the pain I feel while reading the book is much more excruciating. Ok! So much again for being so... dramatic. Hahaha. Im doing the challenge now.

Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have

I wish I didnt have the habit of not saving money! I am a big spender. Whenever I have money, I buy lots of stuff that I dont really need, even clothes that I find pretty but dont really wear or even shoes. I always say to myself that I should save money but I just couldnt. Its hard. I force myself not to buy useless things, I succeeded though, but now, Im spending it on food! Gaaah. Im not even gaining weight even if I eat a lot. I wanna gain weight, but I have to save money!

Ok. Its lunch time here. I have to go eat. Later guys!

I miss you chak!

2010-09-21T07:30:00.015+08:00

Hiya! Miss Me? lol I miss you too!

Hahaha. I wasn't able to update for like a week or so? Cos I was quite busy? hahaha. Yeah I am, but not really. I was in Cebu for vacation. teehee. I mean during the loong weekend. I was with my grandma, my tito, my brother and my cousin. The trip was fun and I wanted to go back again because the food is great and just because. hehehe~ Another reason is... for going home late at night, because of some stuff in school and because Im watching my friends' volleyball and basketball games. So when I get home, I'm tired by then. I didn't even care if I didn't do the 30 day challenge that I posted! hahaha, sorry for that. I just cant conjure up the energy to blog because I am so tired. When I get home every night, all I think of is... me lying on my bed and hugging my fluffy pillow. teehee. Oh speaking of the 30 day challenge, I stopped at day 2, hahahaha. Day 2? lol. I only challenged myself in 2 days? lol. Anyway, I still want to do the challenge, so today Im starting on Day 3! Hahahaha. So here it goes:

Day 03: A picture of you and your friends

Im the one in BLUE.

Credits to: Ate Nini for this photo.

This was taken last week during May's (the one in black dress) pageant. She is the Ambasadress of the Psychology Society and she won 1st runner-up! Congratulations May! We're so proud of you! I love you! hahahaha. I remembered that night, I was so tired because of all the running I did in the campus. My legs hurt when I got home. But that's ok because after all,it is for my friend and it was worth it because I had fun running?lol no, I had fun with my friends cheering and shouting GO MAY! hahahaha. It was so much fun I got to hang around with my friend Chak again... I miss her so much! Even if she's with the other block and we seldom see each other in school, she's always gonna be one of my first friends in college that I treasure the most, including May, Dawnie and Salv. Man, I miss us, I mean the five of us. I miss you guys! ^___^

Ok so much for the drama! hahahaha. Im still a little sleepy, my classes start in the afternoon so I think I'll just go back to sleep and rest for an hour or so. Hahahaha. I'll be updating on the challenge later! Till then!

Oh my...Gosh

2010-09-06T21:23:00.008+08:00

Heyo! Just got home from school! Ugh, Im so tired! I should be home by 6pm but we stayed at school until 7pm because of May's practice for the pageant. Wooohooo May! Im rooting for you! teehee. Anyway, Im currently doing my take home quiz in Ethics (at the same time blogging!) entitled "My Sexual Position". I know this may be shocking at first, my initial reactions were "whoa wth? srsly?" LOL. But its not. Let me explain, this quiz is about our take or position on the issues regarding engaging in sexual activities/sexuality. If is it morally good/bad, if consent is sufficient or not in engaging in sexual activities, blah blah blah. Hahaha. Deadline is until midnight, so I better finish this entry so I can finish my quiz! ^___^

OKAY! 30 Day Challenge, Lets do this!

Day 02: The meaning behind your Blogger name

Why OHMYGOSH? Uhm, because that day that I decided to make this blog, I kept saying this expression in my head for like every minute. Hahaha. I dont know why, I think its because there were events that pretty much surprised me so I kept on saying OHMYGOSH. I know it sounds weird, but I am weird, so deal with it. hihihi. Uhm, so that's it! Hahahaha. Will do finish my quiz! Till then! ^____^ Goodnight!

30 Day Challenge

2010-09-05T17:33:00.012+08:00

Hey everyone! What's Up? So, I saw Khlaren doing a challenge, and its pretty cool, so Im doing it too! Since I dont update much, I'll try to use this challenge to keep this blog updated! Yipee. (If you wanna do this too, you may do so! teehee)

The 30 Day Challenge:
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

15 Interesting facts about me:

1. I haven't been in a relationship. Ever.

2. I love Red.

3. I am a K-Pop addict.

4. I love eating Gummy Bears/Worms every Wednesdays.

5. I am in-love with Big Bang Maknae SeungRi.

6. I am sensitive. I easily get teary-eyed when my mom scolds me.

7. I am afraid of my Mom. Yikes!

8. I listen to K-Pop songs everyday.

9. I am a Big Spender.

10. I am friendly. Very friendly.

11. I watch movies in cinemas alone.

12. I suck at Math. Really. When someone asks me simple addition/subtraction, It takes quite awhile before I can give you the answer. (This is embarrassing.)

13. I am near-sighted. My vision when I don't have my glasses sucks, everything is blurred.

14. I can't live without my iPod Touch. hehehehehe

15. I love being with my friends rather than being with my family. Ssshhhhhhh.

Research Draft 1

2010-09-04T08:08:00.009+08:00

Hey everyone! Christmas is coming!

Hahahaha. SeptemBER na! LOL

Anyway, Look at our Research Draft. Its full of error. LOL.

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The second revision that we passed yesterday shouldn't be like this anymore. (I hope so) lol. Anyway, the proposal defense is fast approaching, but we're still not rushing on this, b/c we still have a lot of stuffs to do like review for our Midterm Exams and of course our Documentary in Filipino Psychology. Good thing the Ethics Documentary is finally over, and its beautiful, we did a great job guys! Well, honestly, I am a little sad because the up-loader didn't credit me on FB as the video maker, actually there isn't any credits posted at all, but I wanted to be credited because I made the video and I wasn't "in" the vid. hahaha. I really put my efforts to make it as cool as they wanted it to be, and it turned out to be pretty cool, but ALAS, no name. The viewers might think I didn't contribute a thing. hahaha. lol nevermind.

That's all for now, and oh I am feeling well! Thank You God! I thought I would still be sick but thanks so much I got better. ^________^ Till then!

Im sorry its my fault

2010-08-29T09:23:00.015+08:00

Im sorry guys, I know I should have given you the CD, but I didn't expect that I would catch a flu. My body hurts and I cannot conjure up the energy to go to school because I feel so weak. 4 days passed and Im still sick. Im sorry if Sir Michael will not exempt us from the midterm exams.. Im so sorry.. Its my fault. That's all for now, Im still a little woozy.

Im sorry Salve, May, Dawn, Cez, Mat, Heysham, Vicky, Kerr, Lance and Justine. Im sorry.

Rainy Afternoon.

2010-08-25T13:24:00.017+08:00

I love it when its raining, especially during afternoons. Its cold and it makes me want to crawl up to bed and sleep again. But Im not going to do that because I have so much to do today. Oh well, good thing I dont have classes today because its raining so hard now, and I dont wanna be stranded again.

Anyway, Im uploading our video presentation on Youtube and its killing me. I thought its so easy to upload on Youtube. Yeah I know it is, cos everybody says so, lol, but does it have to take so much time to upload a 5 minute video? I started uploading @12:00nn and right now, it says 670 minutes remaining.. GEEZ. Ive been uploading for almost 2 hours and its only 12%!

So while waiting, I am PHOTOBOOTH-ing!

WTH. still on 12%

Yay! 13 %

Not moving.

Still stuck on 13!
"An error occured, please try again."
WTF.

Psh. Now Im pissed. Uploading sucks. But will do try again later. Im feeling sleepy. I can do this. AJA! ^_________^

Oh. I have a girl crush on Ms. Mexico. I love you Miss Universe 2010 Jimena Navarette! Although I have to say, I was rooting for Venus Raj!

Bon Voyage Onij

2010-08-17T07:47:00.011+08:00

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Hahahaha. Wow, I woke up so early today! lol. Anyway, my friend is leaving for Spain tomorrow (for good) and I know that sadness is eating him up today, so I made this poem for him. LOL. I know we arent really close as he is with my other friends, but I consider him one of my dearest friends because we've been friends since high school and I enjoyed his company even if we dont talk much. teehee. I hope he sees this, well I think he will, cos I'll txt him later and tell him to visit my blog. hahahaha~

Okay, so I know that when he sees this, he'll probably read the rest of the entry, right? So I should probably give him a message. hahahahahahahaha~

Dear ONIJ, (pronounced as O-NIDGE, but its really JINO, he just wanted his name to be pronounced backwards.lol)

Onij! kala ko joke lang na pupunta ka na ng Spain. Si Cara kasi eh, sabi niya joke lang daw yun. hahahaha~ Alam mo bang hindi ako makapag-text dahil sa mga GM mong nakakaasar pero at the same time nakakatawa. Buti na lang ikaw yun, kasi kung hindi ikaw yun, buburahin ko agad yun. ^______^v Akala ko wala nang katapusan yang GM mo tungkol sa mga SM sa buong Pilipinas. Pati lugar na walang SM nilagyan mo. Tapos sinundan mo pa ng numbers. hahahaha~ Pero ok lang yun kasi naintindihan naman kita, ^__________^

Kanina pala pagkagising ko, pagkatingin ko sa cp ko 30 msgs received! hahahaha~ Buti hindi sumabog yung cp ko. ^________^v Natawa ako dun sa "mga di malilimutan" msg. Lalo na yung kay Ryl. hahahaha~ At nabasa ko yung poem ni Jehan, kaya nainggit ako. lol. Okay, wala na kong masabi, hahaha. Ingat ONIJ! Sana kapag nasa Spain ka na, keep in touch parin through FB! hehehehe~ yun lang! Ingat! Love you friend! Sama ako mamaya kung may despedida ka ulet. hahahaha

~Marts

The Popularity Trap

2010-08-11T09:06:00.008+08:00

I wanted to be Popular. LOL

For many people, being popular means being a part of a "clique" or in with the "in crowd." But guess what? I learned that being popular really means being yourself and being able to get along with a lot of different kinds of people and personalities. It means that you are liked because of who you are, your talents, your personality, your sense of humor, your kindness, your company... whatever. Being your own person is the way to go! Its more impressive than wearing the same clothes, hanging out at the same places, and doing the same things they do.

Really, who wants to be a total copycat? The key is to find a group of people who enjoy hanging out with, whether they're part of the "in crowd" or not. I'll tell you a little secret though, it may come as a surprise, but kids in the "in crowd" dont have as many real friends as you may think. "Getting in" to a clique is never easy, a lot of girls are scared of losing their "place" once they have been accepted, and sometimes they can do some pretty mean stuffs in order to keep that "place." Well, imagine not being able to trust anyone because they might backstab you and try to ruin your rep, just to secure their position in the group! I mean who needs that? You're way better off being nice to everyone and having real friends who you can trust!

Pissed Off-ed

2010-08-02T20:31:00.022+08:00

Two reasons for being pissed today:

First, my classmate couldnt believe that I got 89 on our Soc Anthro subject. Cos he's asking me why I got that grade. He asked me what scores I got from our homeworks, quizzes and exams, I mean, why does he have to ask me all these things? Do I look like I dont deserve that grade? I DESERVE THAT GRADE. I do my homeworks, I listen during discussions, I study my lessons, I go to class on time, and I make sure I pass my quizzes and exams, so clearly, I really deserve that grade. I know I shoudnt be pissed about this kinda situation but the way he asked me all that questions.. its like he's mocking me or something. Anyway, I just.. I just dont really see why people think you cant do any better, you know, they make you feel like you cant beat them. I know Im not really smart like them but I am waaay better than them. Yeah. I am.

And of course the other reason I am so pissed off today is because my other classmate is so freakin (sorry for the offensive word) "feeling" and his friends too. They were watching a movie when me and my friends were laughing and having a meeting. While we were laughing, they hissed "ssshhh hindi namin marinig!" WTF. Uh hello? who are you to hiss up on us like that? You dont own the place! Srsly, if you wanna watch a movie in a quiet place, go to a freakin graveyard or whatever! We're. In. A. Classroom. You. Dumb. A**. Damn. I hate those people who are angry when we laugh. Hindi naman kami yung tipong nakakaasar at sobrang lakas kapag tumatawa. Ugh. Sila nga yun eh. Errr. One time, during our physics class, we were playing and laughing in our table and they "ssshhhed" again. Whenever we laugh so hard, they're angry but when they laugh so hard and so freakin (sorry) loud everyday, we dont mind them. So what the hell is their problem? Errr

I cant believe Im pissed by this people. I know I should just ignore them but I have had enough. Sorry for saying mean things here, but believe me, I try hard not to but.. I cant cos theyre so full of themselves and Im so freakin (sorry) tired of it.

Prelim Exams TODAY!!

2010-07-22T05:30:00.014+08:00

Morning! Ugh, Im feeling lazy and sleepy. I dont wanna study, but I have to! I have to! All I did yesterday was sleep, eat and watch Chuck. I slept for 10 hrs yesterday, I had have enough sleep, but why am I still sleepy? (No. I can't be sleepy. Wake up!) Today's our Preliminary Exam in Psychotherapy and Filipino Psychology. Man, I regret not studying yesterday ~ my free day. I still have a lot of memorizing to do. I dont wanna flunk my prelim exams especially with my major subjects! Okay. I now I can do this. I can do this. Okay. I can, or...maybe not. Geez, dont be such a negative person! (Hahaha. Im going crazy! Im talking to myself! lol. I think im just panicking cos today's our exam and I am not prepared. Yeah I think I am panicking)

I feel so sleepy, but I gotta go to school! Ugh. Ok now, Byeeeeeeee!

Yay! So happy!

2010-07-16T21:04:00.021+08:00

Im so happy today! Our Title Defense is finally over! I can have lots and lots of sleep! Yay! This past few weeks, I've been lacking sleep and Im always stressed because of the late night meetings and researches, etc. Although, I am tired, at the end of the day, I feel happy and thankful because I have my friends as my groupmates, and its very comforting cos we always encourage ourselves and we always had so much fun during our meetings.

Speaking of our defense, thank God, the panelists were in good mood today. They're smiling and laughing so it made me comfortable eventually. I was nervous actually, because the first group were defending their research tentative title for 30 minutes, and I expected that when it's our turn to defend, it will be like 45 minutes. Pessimistic much? lol. We defended our title for like 10-15 minutes only or maybe less, so we were really happy! I mean really really happy! We're not like the other groups who were just happy after the defense. lol. We were hugging each other, and we were jumping like kids, (we? or is it just me?) like its the last defense in research we're going to face!

Okay, Let me tell you the reasons why we were so happy (not like the other groups. lol) after our Title Defense:

We thought our Research Topic is "mababaw". ~ We thought that the panelists would think that we should do a more complicated research because we're already graduating students, that we should challenge ourselves to this research. Turns out that our "mababaw" topic is a complicated research! hahaha. yikes

We thought that the panelists wouldnt like our Topic because its not interesting. ~ Cos our professor told us that one of our panelists, were interested with the topics of the other groups. So we felt that ours is just uh... okay. But as we were defending, the panelists did like our topic because we can create an instrument that will help the society and the field of psychology to determine the perception of young adults on sexual and romantic relationships.

At the time when all of the groups already came up with a Title, we were the only group who still havent got a title. ~ We were a bit shy because our professor told the class to read the respective titles of each group, when it was our turn, she just said, "Ganun pa rin?"

Our title is not as "astig" as the other titles of the other groups. ~ Envy much? We just came up with a simple title, the one that you can understand immediately when you read it. We thought that we should come up with words like "emotional stability", blah blah blah. But turns out, our title is easy to defend because its understandable and is already specific, unlike the other groups, the title is a little too vague or broad.

Ugh, anyway, so much for our insecurities. I thank my groupmates because even if our topic is about the perception of students about sexual and romantic relationships and not about K-Pop (which I like and rooted for!) they make me feel that its also an interesting research to do. And its true, because when we decided to stick to that topic, everyday, I sleep late because I always do research on papers about perception and sex&romantic relationships.

Oh, after our defense, we ate our heart out at McDonalds!! Our fave place! And oh! Im a little sad today cos Beast is losing with 3 million votes! CMON B2UTIES!!! DONT STOP VOTING! YOU CAN ALWAYS CLICK AFTER 10 SECONDS! AJA! WE CANT LOSE TO MBLAQ! (Sorry MBLAQ fans!)

(I miss my blogger friends! Thank you for visiting me always here! Im so sorry I havent got the time to visit you guys, but now that I dont worry too much because our title defense is over, I can visit you! Yay!)

Okay, Im beat! I'll visit you guys! Watch out for me! Jalja!

Please Help! Let's vote BEAST!

2010-07-09T08:18:00.011+08:00

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Oh hey its July!

2010-07-04T18:25:00.011+08:00

Heyo everyone! its been what, like, 2 weeks since I last blogged about something. I miss my blogger friends! What's up with you now? Hope you're all doing fine.

Anyway, I've been busy and stressing a lot about school stuff these past few weeks. Actually, Research is killing me. I really wanted our research topic to be about K-Pop. But I dont think my other groupmates likes my topic, cos they dont like K-Pop, only 1 out of 4 members like the topic, and she is May. teehee, she likes K-Pop too, so yeah you get the picture. Hahaha. Anyway, they agreed that we should do our research on K-Pop but I dont want them just to be conformed because the 2 of us like K-Pop. I mean, if they aren't interested about our topic, then it would lead the group to nothing plus there will always be blaming in the future. Ugh, I am being pessimistic. Sorry groupmates, I just want to repeat this. Im so sorry, I should encourage myself. Bubbles, Aja!

Ohkay, I know all of us are busy with school, but in case you're curious about what Im doing if I dont think about school, lol, I am currently self-studying B2ST's Shock dance choreography. You know why? cos first of all, the choreography is awesome, second, the beat is addicting! and lastly, I am auditioning for the Psychology Department's dance group/troupe "SCHITZOS". Wish me luck, I hope I can pass the audition and show them that I can groove too! I am going to audition on Wednesday, July 7. So bloggers, how about you? what do you do when you dont think about school?

Oh before I split, I want to share a sketch made by my friend Cez. Tell me what you think and guess the person she drew! ^_^

Can you guess who this person is? lol. that's me.

She made sketches of her friends. Its pretty cool! wish I could sketch like that!

No Classes!

2010-06-24T11:08:00.013+08:00

Yo! How's everyone? Today's Manila Day so we have no classes! ~~ clap! clap!

I am currently watching MTV B2ST Almighty in youtube.com. I started watching this yesterday, cos I dont have classes every Wednesdays, so Im really lucky I have 2 days of vacay! Im at the 4th episode now, and I wonder, how many episodes does this show have? Does anyone know? Please tell me and thank you in advance!

I think that's it for now. I cant think of anything else to say! I guess I still got that intense hangover from B2ST's concert! Srsly, all I can think about right now is B2ST and SeungRi. Omona, I sound like Im obsessed! Well I think I am!!! @_@

Anyway, I should go, Oh! Tomorrow's my birthday everyone! Please greet me! Im twenteen years old! Im really happy when so many people greet me on my special day! Please make me happy by leaving me a message like a simple "Happy Birthday!" tomorrow! I would really forever appreciate your greeting! Thank You!

B2ST and KHJ Live in MNL Benefit Concert June 19, 2010

2010-06-23T20:47:00.004+08:00

Omona! Me and my friend Joy got patron tickets! Yay! Needless to say, I went ballistic! We had so much fun, even if its just the two of us. Super. Until now, I cant get over it! 3 days passed, and im still thinking about it! B2ST is awesome! God, I super like them all! But then I really love these 3 members: Ki Kwang. He is oh so hot and charming, I cant stop screaming! Doo Joon and Dong Woon are so handsome in person, I think Im goin crazy! @_@ Srsly! ^-^

Anyway, here are the list of songs they performed: (in no particular order)

Special
Shock
Mystery
Bad Girl (My favorite B2St song!)
Yet (Encore!! Gi Kwang's Sexy Dance!!! I cant stop screaming!!! )and
Oasis (They threw red roses to the crowd! I swear if they went down stage, I wouldve run in front as fast as I can!)

@_@ I love B2ST!!!!

Truth is, I only went to this concert because of B2ST and not for KHJ. I dont like him that much, even in Boys over flowers. teehee. Sorry KHJ fans, actually, when he performed, he was so serious and I feel that he isnt as much enthusiastic as the B2ST to see his Filipino fans. ^__^v Oh, but when he performed his last song, I swear he was hot! ^-^

B2St and KHJ ended the concert singing "Heal the World" with the P-Pop artists with the kids. B2ST was mimicking the kids actions! It was too cute! And Jun Hyung carried his kid! Sweet! T_T hahaha. Ki Kwang holds the hand of the girl, Im jealous as hell!! T_T They're so lucky!!!

My friend has awesome fancams, but I cannot share it here cos you can hear us screaming!! hahaha its embarassing. ^__^v

Full pictures can be viewed Here!

Ohkay! Thats all for now! Im beat. Oh I almost forgot, thanks so much Aryan for the award!!! ^__^

B2ST and Kim Hyun Joong Live in MNL!

2010-06-20T15:49:00.009+08:00

I went to B2ST and Kim Hyun Joong Concert last night!!!! God, they're so cute and handsome! Especially my crush Lee Gi Kwang! Man, he's so hot! I cant stop screaming when he showed his abs! @_@ *blushing* I cant get over it! (Sorry for being so crazy about his abs, I swear if you saw it, you'd be crazier than I am) I'll be posting the pictures and the details on Wednesday!!!

Wait for it!!!

Till then!

First Week

2010-06-16T23:03:00.010+08:00

YA! How's everyone again? Sorry for not updating and visiting you guys this week, I've been busy and Im really exhausted when I get home so I apologize for that. Anyway, since school started last Tuesday, I think I'll be only updating every Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays. teehee. Coz im already a senior, Ive got loads of research, homeworks and projects. *Sigh* Wish me luck!

So, how was your week so far? If you ask me, my week is freakin exhausting. Im always tired when I get home. T-T Here are the reasons why:

1. The hot weather. ~ Geesh, the weather's frying me to death!

2. My TF schedule. ~ 1:30pm - 6pm

and

3. My new flats. ~ Its killing my feet! (This happens to people with new shoes. I know.)

Well, even if Im exhausted, I still like going to school because of my friends and I want to really work hard this sem. Actually, I want to be in the dean's list this sem. (whatever the mind can concieve, can achieve!) I can do that.

Im currently taking 21 units this semester. The classes Im taking this semester are:

Ethics
Research In Psychology 1
Exceptional Psychology
Psychotherapy
Filipino Psychology
Rizal and
Social Anthropology

All of my professors are great. I like them all. How about you reader? What are the classes your taking this semester?

Oh I was tagged by sis Aiverlyn and Marinella! Thanks so much! here it is:

~Give a top 10 list of the things that makes you happy:

1. Gummy worms/bears

2. Icecream

3. McDonalds

4. Yogurt
5. Fashion

6. SeungRi

7. Books

8. Bookmarks

9. Dancing

10. Colors

~Give a top 5 list of trivia about yourself.

1. Havent been in a relationship.

2. Childish

3. Can sing K-pop songs. hahaha

4. Self-studied Hangul

5. Left-handed!

~ Share the award with only 5 persons and ask them to do the same thing.

Since everyone's busy with school and everything, whoever reads this and wants to do this tag, youre free to do so! :)

~ Link the blog of the person who awarded you.

Super thanks Aiverlyn and Marinella!

Omg. I didnt notice the time and this post is a bit long. Its 11pm already! I better go to sleep. I need rest!! I'll be visiting you guys tomorrow! BTW, Lakers won! Im so happy!!

Jalja! Annyong!

Back To School!

2010-06-15T07:54:00.008+08:00

YO, how's everyone? This is a quick one,
GOOD MORNING!!

Im in the best mood. Funny how things change so rapidly over night. Sleep really clears my head, however messed up I may be. Anyway, three good reasons for liking today:

1) it's Tuesday
2) it's the First Day of classes

and

3) I will see my super funny friends! ~~

BYEE! ~

Paint Copycat.

2010-06-10T09:49:00.015+08:00

This is my very first painting. Tell me what you think!

I cant remember if this is a Humanities project or an assignment? i dont know, whatever, I forgot, cos this was last August 2009. I never tried painting before, cos Im not really that artistic and imaginative to create such beautiful paintings. Anyway, I gave this to my dad last Christmas because I dont have a present for him so.. yun and he was amazed. lol. He asked me if this abstract was my concept. Well, I said "No, I just copied that from my binder." Yeah, this isnt an original concept or idea. Its a bit sad. I remember, when I looked at that blank canvass, I dont know what to paint. I have no idea what to paint, my imagination is blank! Zero. Na-da. I tried to think of words for a concept or ideas like "creative", "happiness", "people", "memories", etc for two hours but I cant seem to pull it together to generate an idea for a painting.

I took a break from thinking and focused on my other subjects. I emptied the contents of my bag and there I found my unused binder (which I gave to my friend Michell so I cant post a pic of that binder). I looked at it and told myself, "Eto na lang kaya i-paint ko? since I have to pass this tomorrow na." I have no choice but to agree with myself because its getting late and I have a lot of stuff to do. I spent 3 hours painting. I had fun. After I finished the painting and looked at it with delight, (I wanted to be proud for painting this, but I wasnt. It wasnt my idea) I told myself, that if ever I would paint again (and i will someday), I would definitely make it original--MY OWN. And I think for sure I wont be just as happy when I see my work, but proud as well. I wont be a copycat again.

So reader, do you paint? Have you ever tried painting? If so, can you give me ideas on how you think of concepts when you paint?

Making Friends!

2010-06-07T10:07:00.020+08:00

Girlfriends and friends are the greatest! After all, who else can you share your deepest secrets with and know they wont tell anyone? Who else will split that huge chocolate sundae with you when youre feeling down? Who else can make you laugh until your stomach hurts? Dont get me wrong, no one can beat the kind of love we share with our families. But after our families, the most important relationships in our lives are with our friends. We have this different kind of relationships with our friends. Maybe its because were born into our families and theyre always there for us, while we have to choose our friends for ourselves. And when things with our friends are going great, nothing could be better. At the same time, there's nothing worse than losing a friend.

Sometimes I think about the way we became friends. I think we prolly started talking to to each other and found out that we had common interests --- we liked the same band, have the same fashion sense, and enjoyed the same activities. How about you?

I have many friends. (I know this sounds like Im popular, but Im not, Im just sharin here). I know all of us have many friends too cos everyone wants to have more friends right? So Im sharing my ways on how I became friends with people easily.

Smile and say "Hi" to someone new everyday! it'll make them and you feel great! Just a simple smile and "hi" can make others want to get to know you.

If youre genuinely friendly and nice to everyone, people will definitely take notice and want to check you out! (as a friend)

Having confidence in yourself totally attracts others to ya! This does not mean being a "Snob". In fact, most snobs are insecure, thats why they have to act like they have all the confidence in the world. The key is to be REAL!

Dont be a know-it-all... its a total turn-off! :)

Be a good listener. Ask people questions about themselves. People love talking about themselves and what they are into. and lastly,

When talking to a friend, call them by their name! Use their name often when you talk, its guaranteed to make them feel special!

So let us start making more friends this school year! I am definitely making new friends! How about you?

Sure there are other ways to make friends, but once youve made friends, how do you keep them? Let me know!

Happy Memory. Hahaha

2010-06-04T10:56:00.012+08:00

Pam, Me and Redj

(Jogging?? Nope.)

I went jogging with Pam and Redj earlier. It's my first time this week to go jogging with them, because my legs were hurting last Monday, Tuesday? I want to sleep some more, Wednesday it was raining, Thursday it rained again, so I wasnt able to go with them. Anyway, it was 6am and its raining a little, so I prayed that the rain would stop. (Hey! I wanna exercise with them! I missed 4 days!) And God answered my prayer. So we went to Phase 2C. That place is where we and other joggers go if we want to exercise cos no one lives in that area. Its so open and there are a lot of trees which made it quite relaxing. We jogged for just 30 minutes because Redj have early plans for the day. On our way home, I was walking at the sidewalk and there was a hollow there when Pam remembered something funny (cos she started laughing). That moment, I knew what that funny thought was. And so she refreshed our memory about it and the two burst out laughing. It wasnt really funny for me but I was laughing too. I dont know why (lol. crazy, I know). I told Pam to not dare continue the story again, but she did proceed anyway, because she says that it was a "Happy Memory". Happy Memory? Yeah I guess.

It was way back when I was in High school and we went to San Beda Taytay's "BEDAzzled" concert-whatsoever. It was a nice concert with lots of bedan students and students from other schools. The concert was held at the football field of the campus. And since San Beda Taytay was a new school back then, construction was still going on. Specifically at the football field. There was like a deep excavation there, (not really deep but its deep, you know what I mean) it was surrounded with like a border to keep people from falling from that hollow. Anyway, as the concert was going on, I was following Redj and Pam because they wanted to catch photos of Yael before they split. The two were walking so fast so I walked a little faster too but it was a little dark and I forgot to bring my glasses (Im a little blind) when suddenly, "WTF!" LOL. You can guess what happened to me! YES. I was one of the the unlucky persons who fell from that deep hollow during that concert. I was shocked and dumbfounded cos I didnt know how I fell from that hollow and that there was a hollow there, I didnt see it! It was so embarrassing. I really didnt see the border covering that hollow! It was really embarrassing. I didnt know if many people saw me aside from Pam and Redj. I didnt care. I wanted to get out from that hollow. Thankfully, the guard lifted me off that hollow, (I dont wanna stay there!) *blush* After I got out from the hollow, they started to laugh real hard. "I know its funny but please can you hold it until were like alone? Ang daming tao!" I wanna say that to them but I didnt cos I was still shocked after that incident. It was embarrassing.

I buried that memory a long time ago. But Pam told me that I shouldnt because it was a Happy Memory because they still find it hilarious. Now that I think of it, yeah i guess it was indeed a Happy Memory even if it was embarrassing for me. Whew.

Anyway, thank you Jhen for giving me an award!!! Wow. Im really happy I get awards here on blogger. Wish I could get an award in school! Gonna post it on my next post!

Tagged!

2010-06-02T10:37:00.015+08:00

Its raining today! teehee. I was tagged by Jose, Thanks Kuya!

Instructions:

1.) Copy tag to your own notes and start modifying it.

2.) Omit existing answers.

3.) Write your answers and tag as many as you want.

Rules:

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. Nothing made up. If the person before you had the same initial, you MUST have different answers, strictly NO carbon copy in that case. You cannot use any words twice. You cannot use your name for the boy and girl's name questions.

Questions and Answers:

1.) What is your name

Bubbles ^-^ 안용!

2.) A four letter word

Bone

3.) A boy's name

Billy

4.) A girl's name

Blair

5.) An occupation

Book keeper?

6.) A color

Baby Blue ^-^

7.) Something you wear

Boxer Shorts! *blush*

8.) A food

Brownies! Yummy

9.) Something found in the bathroom

Bathtub.

10.) A country

Bahrain.

11.) A reason for being late

Blogging?? @_@

12.) Something you shout

BOO!

13.) A movie title

Bride Wars.

14.) Something you drink

Barley Tea!!

15.) A musical group

Big Bang! I ♥ Big Bang!

16.) An animal

Bear.

17.) A street name

Blueberry Street. (Here in Valley View)

18.) A type of car

BMW

19.) An internet site/blogsite

bubblydolly.blogspot.com ~~ Eun dongsaeng's blog!

20.) A song

Beth! ~~ Im lovin this song by GLEE!

21.) A President's name

Barack Obama :)

22.) A cartoon character

Blossom (My sister! teehee.)

23.) Name of School

Blue Ridge Christian Academy in QC

24.) A sport

Basketball!

25.) A Latin word

Brunensis, meaning brown

Done! Anyone who wants to do this tag can do so!

Whatever happened yesterday.

2010-06-01T10:56:00.012+08:00

Yesterday. Huh. Yesterday I went to school to get my schedule. I was with my friends May, Dawn, Cez and Imee. Man, our schedule sucks. Although it didnt have Wednesday and Saturday classes, still, it sucks. I hate goin to school early, and I mostly hate goin to school kapag tanghali na. Mainit yun! (Sorry, ang arte ko.) Anyway, Im a little sad, because one of our friends, Michell, transferred to another block because the sched's well, nice. She didnt have early morning classes and hindi siya dadating ng school ng pawis! Im not jealous of her sched.. well maybe I am (a little) but the reason that Im sad is that, we've been blockmates for like 3 years and she's the one who always says that "no matter what happens, we will always be blockmates", the five of us. I thought even though we dont talk much last sem, because we had a misunderstanding, she wont ever consider transferring to another block. But she transferred, and she wants us to transfer too! But we dont want to be in that block because they're like the "smart block", although we were in that block when we were still freshies, we enjoyed our stay at the "average blocks" because there's no pressure and we get to enjoy others' company. And so even if she wanted us to transfer, we stayed with our block last sem. (majority rules) *Sigh* Isnt that sad? Im gonna miss her.

Luckily, we went to TriNoma to chill and forget our worries. We ate at Karate kid we stayed there for 3 hours! We wanted to stay at Starbucks (para sa magandang ambiance) and talk longer but they're all full so we ended up at White Hat's. Im the only one who ate there because they dont like yogurt (Yogurt is healthy! And yummy!) Anyway, I ruined the fun because I have to be home before 6pm, sorry guys, promise next time kahit hanggang 12 pa!

Oh, before I forget, Thanks so much Kuya Jose for the award! I didnt expect that! You made my day! :) Hope I can give you an award too! Soon!

Lazy Me.

2010-05-30T15:18:00.009+08:00

Sorry, my handwriting sucks.

This is nothing. Wala lang. I cant think of anything to post. And the words above doesnt have anything to do with this post. Sorry i just like it. Ugh, Im feeling lazy today. Oh, I can tell you though that tomorrow, Im going to school to enroll and get my schedule. I hope my sched this semester will have Wednesdays and Saturdays as my day offs. :) *Sigh* I hope tomorrow's not so hot. I hate going to school when its super hot outside. Arte ko. Anyway, Im super bored. I think Im goin to sleep or eat icecream after this to kill this boredom Im feeling! :) This is all I can say. (Told ya I was lazy)

Can you suggest activities or say, stuffs you do to kill "boredom"?

Im crushing on these guys!

2010-05-28T13:07:00.015+08:00

Meet my Crushes!

Aren't they handsome and cute? Im so Kilig!

Im sure you know these guys too and you probably like them too! Actually, I just wanted to share them to all of you! Since I havent been in a relationship before (Yeah, Im single since birth! Can you believe it? Im 19 yrs old na!!), I am giving all my love to these guys because apparently, no one's interested to be my boyfriend. Kidding! Ohmygosh, I cant believe Im saying this here! *blush* Anyway, I wanna tell you why I like these guys not because theyre handsome and cute! (obviously)

1. SeungRi/V.I ~ Truth is, Im inlove with him. I love everything about him! I love guys who can dance!

2. JiYong/G-Dragon ~ I like him cos he's super cute! He's fashionable and he works hard!

3. Nico Ibaviosa ~ He's the only Filipino guy I like who made it to my Top 13. I like Robbie Domingo, but he's #15 on my list. I like Nico cos he's a model and I love his body. @-@ (I am not a pervert)

4. TaeYang/SOL ~ Aside from his charming looks, his voice is just so so beautiful! Plus, he can dance!

5. Aaron Johnson ~ I like this guy because of the movie Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. He's so hot! But Im a little sad because he's marrying a cougar! He's like 19 and he's marrying a 43 year old woman. Can you just marry me instead?

6. Rain/Bi ~ I love him in Full House! (That's my favorite Korean series!) He can sing and dance and he speaks english well!

7. Logan Lerman ~ I like him ever since I laid eyes on his movie The Lightning Thief! And he resembles Aaron Johnson!

8. Chace Crawford ~ Need I say more? Just look at him! He's like the hottest guy ever! *blush*

9. Ed Westwick ~ I like how he speaks. Its very... I cant describe the word.

10. TOP ~ I like how he speaks english in the drama IRIS! hahaha. Its just like he's rapping!

11. Zachary Levi ~ He's like the hottest nerd ever! He plays Chuck in Chuck! I wish nerds are hot as he is!

12. Mark Salling ~ I like his voice! He plays Puck in Glee. When I first heard his song "Sweet Caroline", I just fell inlove with it.

13. Shia Labeouf ~ I love him in Disturbia and the Transformers 1&2. And I like his Surname. its so cool.

There! Hopefully one of them will be my first boyfriend soon! *blush* Ooh, let me know if you have crushes on these guys too! Don't worry, I can share!

Should I go with Long Hair now?

2010-05-27T10:31:00.018+08:00

I always go for short hairstyles because its cute and it makes me look younger. lol. Anyway, school's only a few weeks away and I dont know what should I do with my hair. My hair's a bit long now, and Im confused if I should cut it short or just let it grow more longer. Psh. I dont know. @_@

BTW, Since some affies are curious of how I look like without the "thermal effect", here are some of my short hairstyle pictures:

with TADO!

I wonder what will I look like if I have longer hair just like Tado's? hahaha

With Pam and Jia

Me!

So what do you think? Long or Short? teehee. Oh well, im goin to research some cute long & short hairstyles now. And hopefully, I'll have my answer. Later guys!

Picture Picture

2010-05-25T21:10:00.028+08:00

I always hear my brother sing "Picture Picture" By Tanya Markova? (Am I right?) I hate that song, i dont know why, its getting on my nerves! Ugh. Here are my pictures while my brother sings that irritating song!

Credits to Pam for her MAC! :)

Thermal Effect!! Can you guess who's on my shirt? :)

There's my brother! hahaha

There he is again! Ugh.

What do you think of my hair? And guess who's on my shirt!! That's Bob Marley! Oh well, anyway Im a bit sad, I missed the season finale of Gossip Girl Season 3! How could I forget that? I gotta watch the replay tomorrow! Thanks Pauline for reminding me! Full Pictures are uploaded on my Facebook: Here. Check it out!

She's Dating the Gangster

2010-05-24T11:56:00.008+08:00

I love E-books. This is the very first E-book fanfic I have ever read! I read this last year, I enjoy reading E-books so my classmate Joy suggested me this one. Actually, I hate E-books before because you read this using electronic devices, but I love it now cos I've got my ipod. This is formated in word, so you better ready those computer reading glasses. Anyway, this is a really good story. I hope everyone reads this too. I hope I can make a story like this, but I cant. Its hard. Um, Here's the prologue of the story so you'll know if you'll be interested to read this fanfic.

PS: I don't own this story. Just wanna share it. Credits to SGWannabe. If you don't wanna read it, it's ok.
Prologue

love is happiness...

love is smiling when you hear that person's voice...

love is the butterflies in your tummy no matter how many times you see that person...

love is when you look at them and smile for no reason...

love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly...

love is painful..

love is hard...

love is sacrifice..

love is sadness..

“Can I live without the happiness? Can I live with that sadness? I don't know...I don't know anything anymore”

I remembered that once I fell in love with a Gangster. I don't know how and when it happened. But I do remember saying that

"I have fallen for this one of a kind stupid gangster. Oh wait, let me that. I LOVED this stupid gangster.. I gave him happiness while he gave me suicide in return. I know, It sucks. But I never regretted loving him in the first place, well… maybe I did."

I also remembered loving everything about him ncluding his flaws.. Friends told me that we met in a very spontaneous way.. And then everything happened so fast..

But... Who's this gangster?? I know two gangsters but..

Which one am I dating?

Read it! you'll definitely love this! It took me 3 days to finish this because it has 700++ pages! Plus this story is also featured on candy magazine! Read it, you'll definitely get kilig and sad with this story

Download HERE

Tagged by Sis SARAH! :)

2010-05-23T19:25:00.011+08:00

Thanks for tagging SARAH!! :)

1. What time did you get up this morning?
7:45am :) I have to attend mass. :)

2. How do you like your steak?
Fried? :)

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Here Comes The Bride. :) hahahaha

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Chuck, Glee, Gossip Girl, Big Bang TV ~~ etc.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
I'd live wherever Big Bang lives! Hahaha. Im such a stalker. :)

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Tea. :)

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Asian cuisines

8. What foods do you dislike?
Frozen Foods! Ice creams, Yogurt!

9. Favorite place to eat?
My Bedroom! hahaha :)

10. Favorite dressing?
Same as Sarah's Ranch dressing. :)

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Uh, A bicycle? :)

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Shorts, Long Sleeves Shirts, Sneakers

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 FULL!

15. Where would you want to retire?
I have no idea.

16. Favorite time of day?
Night time! Cool and breezy nights. :)

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Basketball, Volleyball and Tennis. I cant wait for UAAP! :)

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
I dont know. May maybe?

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
Mm. No one comes to mind. :)

22. Birdwatcher?
Nope.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'd have to say night. I like Parties. :)

24. Do you have any pets?
None. Our Labrador Bogart is gone. :(

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
Ryl and her bf got back together! Yay she's happy now! :)

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
You wouldnt believe this. I wanted to be a nun back then! HAHAHAHA!

27. What is your best childhood memory?
Playing patintero or piko with my childhood friends!

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Dog person. I hate cats!

29. Are you married?
I will be. SOON to SeungRi! :)

30. Always wear your seat belt?
Nope. Im always at the back. :)

31. Been in a car accident?
No. And I dont want to!

32. Any pet peeves?
None that I can think of.

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
Pepperoni & Mozzarella cheese.

34. Favorite Flower?
Tulips!

35. Favorite ice cream?
Strawberry and Blueberry flavored Ice creams!

38. From whom did you get your last e-mail?
Facebook!

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Fashion Stores!

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
No.

41. Like your job?
I don't have a job yet. Wish I could have one after I graduate.

42. Broccoli?
I like Broccolis. :)

43. What was your favorite vacation?
All of it. :)

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
My friends. Ryl, Clarissa, Nikki and Jino :)

45. What are you listening to right now?
Sunset Glow ~ Big Bang

46. What is your favorite color?
Yellow, Red, Blue, White (Philippine Flag colors!)

47. How many tattoos do you have?
I dont have one. :)

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
People who wanted to be tagged?

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:00PM

50. Coffee drinker?
Sometimes. I mostly drink Tea now. :)

Wanna Be Tagged?? teehee.

Tagged by Sis EUN! :)

2010-05-23T17:51:00.017+08:00

Thanks Eun dongsaeng for tagging me! :)

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 14:
Kira-Kira ~~ As usual, Lynn was asleep and I was awake.

2. Stretch your arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
The telephone.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The Buzz!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is.
6:15pm

5. Now look at the clock. What time is it?
6:02pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what do you hear?
Kris Aquino's voice.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
This morning. We went to church.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My blogger friends' blog. :)

9. What are you wearing?
White shirt and beach shorts. teehee

10. Did you dream last night?
I dont know. I cant remember! hahaha :)

11. When did you last laugh?
Yesterday. We watched "Here comes the bride"! hahaha

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Curtains, Picture Frames, :)

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Uh, No? :)

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Fun and Enjoyable. :)

15. What is the last film you saw?
Here comes the bride! :)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I'll buy Big Bang from YG!! hahaha.

17. Tell me something about you that I dont know.
Same as Eun's answer! :) teehee.

18. If you could change anything about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I have no idea. ^__^v

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes.

20. George Bush.
What about him? teehee.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Blair? hahaha

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
SeungRi. Definitely! :)

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yeah of course!

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the Pearly Gates?
Welcome my child. :)

25. Tag six people who must do this in their blog:
May
Chesz
Aryan
Ellaine
Sarah Kaye
Mio

Enjoy! :)

I finished IRIS todayy!

2010-05-23T16:48:00.009+08:00

OMG. I cant believe I finished this series in two days! I really love this drama because of TOP. Man, he's such a handsome assassin! Plus his english is really good! The plot revolves around two friends Kim-Hyun jun and Kim Seung-woo, from the 707th Special Mission Battalion recruited into a secret South Korean black ops agency known as the National Security Service. Of the pair, recruit Kim Hyun-jun begins to uncover evidence that his foggy past may not be so irrelevant to his joining of the secret organization after all. As the two friends find their loyalties tested and forge new, unlikely alliances, the journey takes them from their home country to Hungary, Japan, and China where they find themselves at the center of an international conspiracy. This series also features super sweet moments of Kim-Hyun jun and Choi Seung-Hee. (Gosh, Im so kilig!)

Read the synopsis here:
Iris Synopsis

Guys watch this series! You'll definitely enjoy this! And you'll definitely get kilig too!~~